tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-548404875949110542024-02-20T01:16:20.790+08:00The Extra(?)terrestrial!why are there so many colours in this world?
why is colour spelled differently in the US and in the UK?
why is the US government waging war on iraq?
why are there wars going on everywhere? why are wars so brutal?
why is brutal considered a bad thing?
why are bad things hated? why is hated so strong?
why is strength yearned by many people?
why are people the main living life forms on earth? why am i asking these questions?
and why are u reading them? =)Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.comBlogger161125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-59177327103256530832010-10-10T19:05:00.003+08:002010-10-10T19:13:12.999+08:00The end..Hye guys! sooo, all good things must come to an end i guess.. and however hard it is for me to let go.. i still have to.. but this will be and opportunity for others to feel how i've felt for the past two years..<div><br /></div><div>it's been amazing and i've learnt a lot and I have memories that cant be replaced but i'm moving on to a better me and with that.. i have to say bye bye..</div><div><br /></div><div>so here's your chance guys...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I'm selling my D80!!! hahahah! u thought this was about the MASCA AGM huh? i'll write about that later ;) right now i desperately want to let go of my D80 body coz i wann upgrade to the nikon D7000!!!!! *drool* so my price is AUD650 and that price is inclusive of a Tamrac velocity 7x!!!! so think about it guys! i've had good times with this camera as u can see from the results here:</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.flickr.com/arecheese">my flickr</a></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.dpreview.com/reviews/nikond80/">and here's the review of the nikon D80</a></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.tamrac.com/5767.htm">and here's the tamrac bag (the one i have is a black/grey version)</a></div><div><br /></div><div>so think about it guys! and BUY MY CAMERAAA!!!</div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-24595869762181788732010-10-10T11:48:00.001+08:002010-10-10T11:59:44.828+08:00coming upmy thiughts on being in the masca committee for twoyears coming up :)Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-40757286796756933702010-09-30T13:18:00.002+08:002010-09-30T13:19:11.621+08:00Open House!woohooo! just finished our open house thanks to everyone who came and more thanks to everyone who helped! my housemates din and munir, nina, ata, sarah, zahraa', eani eani, and nazee~Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-57508140889488046662010-09-25T19:38:00.001+08:002010-09-25T19:38:03.567+08:00Haikal and Sharifah<div style="text-align: left; padding: 3px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5014549331/" title="photo sharing"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4083/5014549331_643662286f.jpg" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" alt="" /></a><br /><span style="font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5014549331/">Haikal and Sharifah</a>, originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/arecheese/">Arecheese</a>.</span></div><p>i wish i had framed this a little better bcoz i wanted a good black and white picture out of this impromptu session but in a hurry, i kinda messed up the compo, but i still like the mood :)</p>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-39767532316080576822010-09-25T19:36:00.001+08:002010-09-25T19:36:56.843+08:00Zahirah and Faiz<div style="text-align: left; padding: 3px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5015170232/" title="photo sharing"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4084/5015170232_9d541d9c83.jpg" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" alt="" /></a><br /><span style="font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5015170232/">Zahirah and Faiz</a>, originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/arecheese/">Arecheese</a>.</span></div><p>This pic is soooo sweeet! with zee (the girl) looking lovingly at faiz (the guy) who's smiling happily, love it!!!! hope u guys berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat ;)</p>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-89901306241769739842010-09-25T19:32:00.001+08:002010-09-25T19:32:21.706+08:00Haikal and Sharifah<div style="text-align: left; padding: 3px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5014655827/" title="photo sharing"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4112/5014655827_bba7bc22ae.jpg" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" alt="" /></a><br /><span style="font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/5014655827/">Haikal and Sharifah</a>, originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/arecheese/">Arecheese</a>.</span></div><p>I love this picture coz of it's fun 'bubbly' feel~ it's quite a candid photo but i chose this framing position and stuck with it for another pic coz i loved the back bokeh so much :) the post-processing cross process colours are also becoming my favourite way of PP'ing thanks to lightroom :)</p>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-86543486313037041982010-09-25T19:21:00.002+08:002010-09-25T19:29:27.712+08:00cuti cuti cuti~~ok, now tgh cuti, but banyak gak buat bende but mostly bende yg takde pekdah a.k.a berpoya2 haha! <div><br /></div><div>esainmen banyak neh tapi cm biase ah, buat last munite la kan ;) </div><div><br /></div><div>study pon tak lagi, haish, doa2kan la aku tak kene repeat tahun ni yeh, amin...</div><div><br /></div><div>soooo cuti2 nih mmg rajin la bergambar2an! seronok weeee! and i really enjoy taking pics of couples (maybe coz i'm a hopeless romantic) bluweeekkk gile geli haa! but its true la, so i'm gonna post some of the pics i took which are fast becoming my favourite pics, nnti akan diprint and dilekat on my wall really soon ;)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-18225897324180208442010-08-26T23:49:00.001+08:002010-08-26T23:51:11.796+08:00new post coming up!i don't know if anyone's still reading this blog, i dont have enuf time to read anyone's blog recently so i apologize to my blog friends.. <div><br /></div><div>i'm so damn busy right now but i'll update this weekend for sure! nantikan!</div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-53515094577269242092010-06-17T22:15:00.003+08:002010-06-17T22:24:57.592+08:00something to cheer up my honey :)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdgeaDrwAvodSyo5zCDx7f0ZTBq3XHYJtZm1ESf7mfItFedTg-2uR9wklsWzAE329f8exSDjzWJMFCpdnmqaTWV9p25c46og6q7SIa9zvd6GUL3sYeYkKp71F0zoSuoWA7dU7w1GjTDw/s1600/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.50+%232.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdgeaDrwAvodSyo5zCDx7f0ZTBq3XHYJtZm1ESf7mfItFedTg-2uR9wklsWzAE329f8exSDjzWJMFCpdnmqaTWV9p25c46og6q7SIa9zvd6GUL3sYeYkKp71F0zoSuoWA7dU7w1GjTDw/s400/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.50+%232.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483748338692949906" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwFgXgHr0u4g1ANO4IUAnB9RG-NYSXvcSqnYllOn4mA3k0adTyk4szmO4PxKD2Rqtrg09Dh7VeNr51hE0NfEZ_sUyTP6nXJ_xdmcmIz672YZpet_p5sZ51BOXIIsJkGXAJ42jZtTv5HA/s1600/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.50.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwFgXgHr0u4g1ANO4IUAnB9RG-NYSXvcSqnYllOn4mA3k0adTyk4szmO4PxKD2Rqtrg09Dh7VeNr51hE0NfEZ_sUyTP6nXJ_xdmcmIz672YZpet_p5sZ51BOXIIsJkGXAJ42jZtTv5HA/s400/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.50.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483748104594336546" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhO70aZ0TT9GgTPL4x9sIsApX5s2K2VVGCsvh7BMne0oLxwUwYbPN1x2KUdyzVYUtDC1-eaDj64Fk065imNGvzQd0M7WyqYg71fJH_ydmSFzmRYbIdJuspsPYSDH7ty8YITNXVuLnuY6g/s1600/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.48.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhO70aZ0TT9GgTPL4x9sIsApX5s2K2VVGCsvh7BMne0oLxwUwYbPN1x2KUdyzVYUtDC1-eaDj64Fk065imNGvzQd0M7WyqYg71fJH_ydmSFzmRYbIdJuspsPYSDH7ty8YITNXVuLnuY6g/s400/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+23.48.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483748089071630930" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOM-h_yko2L80-FVxbHKYmu3IbTBFI66G-d6Nz3etka5irEBr8lSpl5Ou7yleEM3zQw8LcYQgSGsUHqhSkDYIxCIoJuJr5EiRo-0EqbmpGp6l81iqnw6CLIYv_RwDj0jNr4x12uWd3vQ/s1600/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+20.31+%232.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOM-h_yko2L80-FVxbHKYmu3IbTBFI66G-d6Nz3etka5irEBr8lSpl5Ou7yleEM3zQw8LcYQgSGsUHqhSkDYIxCIoJuJr5EiRo-0EqbmpGp6l81iqnw6CLIYv_RwDj0jNr4x12uWd3vQ/s400/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+20.31+%232.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483748076261620210" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Especially for my baby boo! cheer up ye sayang? :)</div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-27216046053594235492010-06-17T18:57:00.004+08:002010-06-17T19:05:02.066+08:00exams coming up!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>waaa! exams exams! study study! and yet i'm blogging, how come i have these compelling urges to do stuff that i dont normally do when i actually have free time during swot vac??? ahhha! guess thats how the world works i guess! sooo i have tonnes more to study and not a lot of time left! so get to it mofo!!<img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA1-RtA33F_pxY-Jf3gottrMZAh07ZED4foofv2mjTbAthRf5sPwq9O7vIRyEHUlFfJ05RbE865CRrCG8k5DjGUZMsYK37kjUEE2J_tpj8fd7cvEBhdkoMLykPsqFb0yAf80a2Gwhyphenhyphenhg/s400/Photo+on+2010-06-17+at+20.30.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483696656644510994" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Me in my warm quilt! </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">My head is starting to implode from all these facts i have to memorize!</div><div><br /></div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-4815697730962546542010-06-14T19:23:00.002+08:002010-06-14T19:25:05.106+08:00Graduation<div style="text-align: left; padding: 3px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/4605658787/" title="photo sharing"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3407/4605658787_54a6a678dc.jpg" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" alt="" /></a></div><span style=" margin-top: 0px;font-size:0.8em;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/arecheese/4605658787/">Graduation 02</a>, originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/arecheese/">Arecheese</a>.</span></div><p>I was the photographer for my friend's graduation and i'm supposed to edit and upload her pics but i've only managed three as my new mac doesnt have lightroom and cs3 yet :( I cant afford it so I'm trying to get it from other routes *cough torrent cough* LOL! wish me luck! i dont know when i'll ever get the full set up as i have exams coming up and then I my girlfriend's coming up plus a rugby tournament coming up, perghhh mmg takde mase! holidays pon full!</p>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-49725300567038482582010-06-14T18:58:00.002+08:002010-06-14T19:24:31.812+08:00My honey<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1302/4692390551_c123a02d6d.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 334px; height: 500px;" src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1302/4692390551_c123a02d6d.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><div style="float: right; margin-left: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div>I took this when we went up to bukit tinggi, we rented a kimono and i took pics of my lovely honey baby so cute!!! hehehe, she'll fit in with the japanese crowd pretty easily :D <div><br /></div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-39122423606044393072010-06-14T18:49:00.002+08:002010-06-14T18:55:40.560+08:00For The Sake of a new post<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4065/4692393381_baabf80d57.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 334px; height: 500px;" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4065/4692393381_baabf80d57.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />havent posted in this blog for a looonggg time! but getting a new laptop has kinda put my mood up a little :D so i'm gonna put up this pic that i kinda like just For The Sake of a new post :D<div><br /></div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-8703562166946193342010-03-11T18:12:00.001+08:002010-03-11T18:13:29.614+08:00lens lens lensssssssssssssssssgua mau lens baruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hahahha, shortcut orang malas untuk dapatkan gmbar2 yg ummph skit :pCapik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-43629260840145083132009-12-20T22:23:00.002+08:002009-12-20T23:33:08.066+08:00Scariest ride of my life~hey guys! agak lama tak bernukilan kat sini hahaha! soooo boring these holidays are!!! :(<div><br /></div><div>ok, about the title, i actually thought about how I would write this here when i was experiencing it, which is kinda weird coz normally when ur experiencing something thats supposed to be terrifying all u think about is things like ur loved ones or experience shit like ur whole life flashes before ur eyes (i wouldnt want that to happen coz then i wouldnt be able to see where i was going then it would have screwed me up real good!) so yeah.. ?? jaahaha!!</div><div><br /></div><div>its may not seem much but it was REALLY terrifying for me! my family and I were on our way back from terengganu and we set off quite late coz we were busy eating and stuff and we also had to wait for my brother to finish work coz he was gonna follow us back home. so there we were on the highway at night and as usual, i was dozing in and out consciousness (car rides always make me sleepy, why ah?) and unfortunately, my dad was doing the same too ><; cant say much coz he drove us around terengganu for the whole day so who wouldnt be tired??? plus he just came back from work at ipoh the night before that (he's always working now :( ... ) so it was decided that i would take over for him in the driver's seat.</div><div><br /></div><div>This happened in some area that i dont recall, it was in the hills, maybe some of u with more superior knowledge of malaysian geography can help me with this, i think its near kuantan, before karak... well, the important thing was it was in the hills, high altitude, at night, big highway, very dark, and it had just rained. so all this combined together resulted in a mist/fog (i can never work out the difference between these two words!) in that area. </div><div><br /></div><div>So i drove at around 110-120km/h on the highway, up and down the hills and all was fine initially. My family were all sound asleep in the van, owh yeah, I was driving a toyota estima/previa/tarago .. depends on the name specific to the area of the world u'r in. and then there was a sign board saying that the area was prone to heavy fog/mist... (i'll just call it fog for now, correct me if i'm wrong aye?) and on cue, the fog came in.. and boy was the fog THICK! thicker than the skull of one george whose last name will be undisclosed but rhymes with whoosh! hahaha! (W) </div><div><br /></div><div>at first it was alright, i thought it couldnt last that long right? but damn my ignorance, it went on for another 50km i think (might have been less, u tend to exaggerate when ur experiencing scary stuff lol~) but it wasnt that thick all the way, it was variable but most of it was REALLY thick, so thick i couldnt see the road ahead off me and the high lights made it worse as the light was kinda erm.. whats the english word.. mencapah is the bm word i think... so it was like shining light on a white wall, it was so thick it actually reflected the light back! dayumn~~~ the distance of sight was around 200-300m i think, i couldnt see the street signs till they were damn near and when i did, it was too late to even read them! thats how bad the fog was~</div><div><br /></div><div>this, along with it being 2 am, and the fact that there were no cars around made it soooo scary! it wasnt the kind of scary when u see something paranormal, it was different. It was like I was all alone in the world, heck, acknowledgement that I was still in the same world would have nice! LOL! it really was scary and out of this world.. SGT2 takot!!! haaha... err.. yeah.. thats it i think :p taa for now!</div>Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-27100135994218633682009-11-10T22:41:00.002+08:002009-11-10T22:44:33.078+08:00photoskooljoined this forum months ago but so scared to get involved coz the teachers there are so strict.. they'll shoot u direct punye if ur pictures are rubbish.. so i went to PK (photokaki) and got some advice and praises for my snapshots there, so i decided to go back to photoskool.. and i read the posts there and realized.. they're harsh for a reason, better get the low down on ur work and improve from there rather than get false praises right? so i've posted my first few pics and the results were ok, not good, but ok, but i know where to go from now.. thanks teachers at photoskool!!Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-11617464084088384732009-11-09T20:12:00.002+08:002009-11-09T20:17:25.370+08:00what happened todayafter weekends at the library and a whole week of swot vac at the library, i trampled through my MEQ's, feeling so insignificant to epul and adib... tak layak sungguh aku amek medic, let's see to what extent can i fool the system.. 4th year? 5th year? 2nd year?????<br /><br />pegi library nak study after paper MEQ.... tertido kejap, habes stadi RA je... takpe mlm ni stadi lagi...<br /><br />mase nak makan, kad rosak, takleh swipe, terpakse gune kad org len (tak suke berhutang *down* )<br /><br />pastu gi bank nak tuka kad baru, die kate nnti die hntar dlm mail, tapi kad yg skrg ni leh gune lagi, pergi la nak cucuk duit memandangkan wallet dah lapar sangat2... *cucuk kad, tunggu duit keluar* "this card has expired" kad tak dikembalikan.. duit? haprak.... damn! cmne aku nak makan due tiga hari nih??? wtf....<br /><br />bad day? dunno... I whine a lot... I know... I miss classes a lot.. what am i doing to myself? i dunno... dulu mase PMR and SPM senang je... stadi2, exam, A1... dah lame tak merasa dapat A... haish.. cmne la dak2 ni leh ingat smue bende nih? babi ar korang epul and adib, share2 ar neurons tu skit ngan aku!!!!!!! ahhahaahahaha! *down*Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-13213740692086347632009-11-07T10:13:00.001+08:002009-11-07T10:47:28.849+08:00Saiful Nang...My idol... damn... dream job...Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-59480185603314924962009-11-04T20:34:00.002+08:002009-11-04T20:37:56.993+08:00be creative?ok ok, giler ah! due update in one night! bengong pe aku nih<br /><br />tgh tensi studi la katakan yek...<br /><br />tadi tgk2 gmbar2 member2 kat flickr... perghhh creative siot dierang neh... I can say that i know much of the technical stuff of photography.. tapi creativeness? haprak.. I'm one of the guys yg sgt minat, work hard on it, tapi get nowhere becoz of that lack of ummpphh and talent. and I'm not saying this to meraih simpati or anything, no. I know who I am. I wont be a world renowned photographer but what the heck? I LOVE taking photographs... so I'll keep taking photographs, even though their not that good.. it's not what people think of u, I'ts what u enjoy.. kan kan?Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-17328271354857999702009-11-04T20:03:00.002+08:002009-11-04T20:12:28.287+08:00wah wah, lamenye tak menulis!perghh, it's been quite a while since I've written anything in here, dah bersawang dah agaknye...<br /><br />I'ts exam time and as expected, everyone's stopped their usual hoo haa and started studying like there's no tomorrow... normally I wait till the last two days before exams to study but this time i've been at the library since monday and this is the third day, quite impressed with myself! but I still dont think it's enuf.. really worried about the exams, I dont want to repeat a year, I want to stick to my plan.... study, get to fifth year without repeating, then pass the barrier exams, then kawin with my lovely booboo!!! pastu habeskan 6th year, and then we'll see if I carry on with my housemanship here or at malaysia.<br /><br />honestly, I dont see a point of doing it here in aussie.. sure, the equipment and everything else is better here.. but I miss malaysia too much.. the people, the food... owh the heavenly food! to eat food without needing to check the ingredients, no more seafood sensation at subway, no more eating at hungry jacks with a heavy heart... and no more counting my money and rationing my money on food! balek mlysia boleh balun! lapar? kuih ade, roti krim 60 sen ade... haus? neslo ais! lapar/haus tgh2 malam? mamak berlambak! hahahah!<br /><br />of course the pay's much better here, but i've had enough of the look... the look of racism that i get everytime... the drunk bastards that wonder around at night.. all the drinking... it's so frikkin wasteful.. kenape mau minum? u know it's bad for u!! haduih...<br /><br />so tgk lah cmne.. hope it goes well.. pray for me yeah? taa!Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-43770327072041178192009-09-06T23:34:00.002+08:002009-09-06T23:49:55.645+08:00post seriuskah?ok, sejak kebelakangan ni, aku asyek dok tulis pasal perpisahan je, so kite tolak ketepi kejap, kejap je yeh? ...<br /><br />aku sbnrnye nak tulis pasal satu bende ni, bende ni pasal diri aku dan juge pasal orang len gak (mesti la ade kene mengena dgn aku, dah name blog aku kan??) ok, aku mengaku, aku ni seorang yg sgt pemalas, bak kate ibuku, cam lembu, sebat sekali, jalan selangkah, sebat lagi sekali, langkah la lagi sekali.. tapi cita-cita aku tinggi, melangit haaa... kekadang tu tak logik pon! tapi aku ni memang begitu, cita-cita tinggi, tapi usaha takde, boleh dikategorikan sebagai angan-angan je la haha!<br /><br />aku kagum dengan orang yang bersemangat kental. contohnya, Adib and epul, rakan2 medikku.. kelas pukul lapan pagi tak ditinggalkan, pada waktu mereka menelaah, aku sedang berpoya-poya, takpon, sedang lena diulik mimpi. Apabali mereka dapat markah cemerlang, aku sedih, tapi salah siapa? bukan salah mereka, salah aku jugak, sape suruh malas? jadi aku pun bersemangatlah, semangat kental waja, pada waktu ini jikalau turun raksaksa otromen mau merampas buku teks medic dari genggamanku, akan ku juang hingga ke titisan terakhir.. tetapi, selalunya, smue ini hangat2 tahi ayam sahaja. dua-tiga hari kemudian, semuanya hilang. kenapa? aku tak nak jadi doktor yang bagus kah? aku taknak jadi doktor yang mampu menyelamatkan nyawa orang kah? aku mahu! SANGAT SANGAT MAHU!!!! untuk merasai kebahagiaan menolong orang, menyelamatkan orang, melihat kegembiraan orang apabila mereka sembuh... aku mahu semua itu, tapi usaha? entah ke mana.. kadangkala aku tak paham ape yang aku lakukan... apabila ada masa terluang, aku berjalan2 di rundle mall seorang, memerhati gelagat orang, aku menganalisa orang-orang yang terdapat di rundle mall, tetapi, aku gagal memerhati dan menganalisa diri sendiri..<br /><br />Kalau malas belajar, mungkin ramai yang mempunyai masalah yang sama. tetapi aku ni pelik sikit. bukan setakat malas belajar, dalam hobby aku pon aku malas! ape nak jadi ni?? dahulu aku minat bermain gitar, bapak aku tak bagi, aku pon ikot la, kate bapak takkan tanak ikot kan? tapi lame2, bila aku sudah ke luar negara, bapak aku mengizinkan aku membeli gitar.. tetapi aku berlatih.. sekali due sahaja dalam sebulan. kadangkala aku pelik, bukankah aku sangat suka bermain gitar dahulu? aku teruja melihat mereka2 yang bermain dengan handal, contohnya, rakan sebiliku sendiri, din, gigih berlatih walaupon sudah handal yang melampau.. aku? ... aku hanya suka berangan...<br /><br />ramai lagi nama-nama yang boleh ku sebutkan dalam post ini, smue rakan2ku mempunyai minat dan talent yang tersendiri, dan smuanya gigih dalam setiap bidang yang mereka handal. tetapi aku tetap average. peajaran aku average, kepandaianku average, karismaku average, perwatakanku average, badanku average, aku bermain gitar, rugby, dan mengambil gambar dengan kualiti average... aku percaya Allah mencipta setiap orang dengan kehebatan tersindiri, tetapi aku masih mencari, mungkin ini apa yang mereka katakan, 'mencari identiti'. atau mungkin aku handal dalam menjadi orang yan average dalam segalanya? mungkin juga.. secubit dari guni bidang segalanya. mungkin? mungkin.... :)Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-55188797556446493642009-08-19T22:04:00.002+08:002009-08-19T22:05:04.960+08:00Tak sukenye...Goodbye's are looming... getting closer... taknak! :( taknakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! taknak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(<br /><br />i frikkin hate goodbyes.... :(Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-79974856537946170492009-08-16T12:46:00.002+08:002009-08-16T12:58:34.005+08:00Akhirnya sempurnaWOW! habes jugak akhirnya malam nostalgia '09! huhuhu! the preparations for it was so tiring i almost died!!! hahahah! hadeh... dah due minggu tido kol 3 pagi.. and the last week of preparation maken teruk, tido kol 4 pagi, 5 pagi, 6 pagi ... maken dekat, maken lambat tido, and grafnye pulak berkadar songsang dgn kerje medic yg ku lakukan hahahahah! damn!!! takpelah, I enjoyed doing all that work and puas hati dengan hasil yg dapat.. although ade silap sana sini, but that happens in life, u dont get what u always want, even though what u want is just the same as what other people want, and even though u want it more than others, some people may get it but u dont, but u dont know how much others want it, so maybe they wanted it more than u do, so that's why they got it but u didnt, so moral of the story?? WANT IT MORE!!! GO CRAZY ON WHAT U WANT!!! lol!! note to self : work harder haha!<br /><br />Last night's chaotic photo session was CRAZY!!! dah lame tak camwhore hahahah! but I didnt use my camera much, lens tak sesuai, tapi takpe, I'm gonna go photo hunting kat rumah org len after this!!! yeay!!!!!!!!!!! haduih, memang tak supo oghe medic la aku nih wehh hahahaha! sape yg rase cameranye banyak gmbar aku, sile la bgtaw eh? (more than 2 is considered as 'banyak') LOL! wanna grab al the pics!<br /><br />All in all, i still had fun last night, although it was DAMN tiring...<br /><br />I'm gonna miss the people graduating this year.. Realy miss them.. suddenly felt like this during the chaotic pics session... *sigh* guess u cant have everything in life ey? guess I'm lucky I still have good friends to keep me company even though maybe a third dah balek after this year... and then.. after that, ramai lagi balek... and the next year.... tinggal aku dan epul and adib and puloh je from this batch???? owh damn..... owh well... this is what getting old feels like i suppose hahahha!Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-53052767199985220972009-08-05T22:30:00.002+08:002009-08-05T22:33:27.632+08:00wowoweeewoh... exam? = ok, sekarang bz, berlatih berlakon and menari, sertadee...??? erm.. ade la skit2 hehe.. penat penat... byk sgt nak ditulis.. blog org laen pon takde mase nak bace... yg penting kite smue happy, jgn sedih2 yeh? sgt2 down bile member down or sedih, rase cam jadi member yg sangat tak best huhu! wokeh! kite happy2 slalu!!!! yeehhaaaa!!!Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54840487594911054.post-84887571904559620032009-07-06T15:41:00.001+08:002009-07-06T15:42:56.196+08:00alhamdulillahnaseb baek just a torn ligament, pagi tadi training, still boleh catch and pass the ball.. tackle plak.. erm.. entahla... confidence in tackling cam down skitar.. risau nih... takper ah, harap2 everything goes well...Capik!http://www.blogger.com/profile/04235320803344024244noreply@blogger.com3