The Extra(?)terrestrial!

The end..

2010-10-10T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hye guys! sooo, all good things must come to an end i guess.. and however hard it is for me to let go.. i still have to.. but this will be and opportunity for others to feel how i've felt for the past two years..

it's been amazing and i've learnt a lot and I have memories that cant be replaced but i'm moving on to a better me and with that.. i have to say bye bye..

so here's your chance guys...

I'm selling my D80!!! hahahah! u thought this was about the MASCA AGM huh? i'll write about that later ;) right now i desperately want to let go of my D80 body coz i wann upgrade to the nikon D7000!!!!! *drool* so my price is AUD650 and that price is inclusive of a Tamrac velocity 7x!!!! so think about it guys! i've had good times with this camera as u can see from the results here:

my flickr

and here's the review of the nikon D80

and here's the tamrac bag (the one i have is a black/grey version)

so think about it guys! and BUY MY CAMERAAA!!!

coming up

2010-10-10T11:48:00.001+08:00

my thiughts on being in the masca committee for twoyears coming up :)

Open House!

2010-09-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

woohooo! just finished our open house thanks to everyone who came and more thanks to everyone who helped! my housemates din and munir, nina, ata, sarah, zahraa', eani eani, and nazee~

Haikal and Sharifah

2010-09-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

Haikal and Sharifah, originally uploaded by Arecheese.

i wish i had framed this a little better bcoz i wanted a good black and white picture out of this impromptu session but in a hurry, i kinda messed up the compo, but i still like the mood :)

Zahirah and Faiz

2010-09-25T19:36:00.001+08:00

Zahirah and Faiz, originally uploaded by Arecheese.

This pic is soooo sweeet! with zee (the girl) looking lovingly at faiz (the guy) who's smiling happily, love it!!!! hope u guys berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat ;)

Haikal and Sharifah

2010-09-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

Haikal and Sharifah, originally uploaded by Arecheese.

I love this picture coz of it's fun 'bubbly' feel~ it's quite a candid photo but i chose this framing position and stuck with it for another pic coz i loved the back bokeh so much :) the post-processing cross process colours are also becoming my favourite way of PP'ing thanks to lightroom :)

cuti cuti cuti~~

2010-09-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

ok, now tgh cuti, but banyak gak buat bende but mostly bende yg takde pekdah a.k.a berpoya2 haha!

esainmen banyak neh tapi cm biase ah, buat last munite la kan ;)

study pon tak lagi, haish, doa2kan la aku tak kene repeat tahun ni yeh, amin...

soooo cuti2 nih mmg rajin la bergambar2an! seronok weeee! and i really enjoy taking pics of couples (maybe coz i'm a hopeless romantic) bluweeekkk gile geli haa! but its true la, so i'm gonna post some of the pics i took which are fast becoming my favourite pics, nnti akan diprint and dilekat on my wall really soon ;)

new post coming up!

2010-08-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

i don't know if anyone's still reading this blog, i dont have enuf time to read anyone's blog recently so i apologize to my blog friends..

i'm so damn busy right now but i'll update this weekend for sure! nantikan!

something to cheer up my honey :)

2010-06-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

Especially for my baby boo! cheer up ye sayang? :)

exams coming up!

2010-06-17T18:57:00.004+08:00

waaa! exams exams! study study! and yet i'm blogging, how come i have these compelling urges to do stuff that i dont normally do when i actually have free time during swot vac??? ahhha! guess thats how the world works i guess! sooo i have tonnes more to study and not a lot of time left! so get to it mofo!!

Me in my warm quilt!

My head is starting to implode from all these facts i have to memorize!

Graduation

2010-06-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

Graduation 02, originally uploaded by Arecheese.

I was the photographer for my friend's graduation and i'm supposed to edit and upload her pics but i've only managed three as my new mac doesnt have lightroom and cs3 yet :( I cant afford it so I'm trying to get it from other routes *cough torrent cough* LOL! wish me luck! i dont know when i'll ever get the full set up as i have exams coming up and then I my girlfriend's coming up plus a rugby tournament coming up, perghhh mmg takde mase! holidays pon full!

My honey

2010-06-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

I took this when we went up to bukit tinggi, we rented a kimono and i took pics of my lovely honey baby so cute!!! hehehe, she'll fit in with the japanese crowd pretty easily :D

For The Sake of a new post

2010-06-14T18:49:00.002+08:00

havent posted in this blog for a looonggg time! but getting a new laptop has kinda put my mood up a little :D so i'm gonna put up this pic that i kinda like just For The Sake of a new post :D

lens lens lensssssssssssssssss

2010-03-11T18:12:00.001+08:00

gua mau lens baruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hahahha, shortcut orang malas untuk dapatkan gmbar2 yg ummph skit :p

Scariest ride of my life~

2009-12-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

hey guys! agak lama tak bernukilan kat sini hahaha! soooo boring these holidays are!!! :(

ok, about the title, i actually thought about how I would write this here when i was experiencing it, which is kinda weird coz normally when ur experiencing something thats supposed to be terrifying all u think about is things like ur loved ones or experience shit like ur whole life flashes before ur eyes (i wouldnt want that to happen coz then i wouldnt be able to see where i was going then it would have screwed me up real good!) so yeah.. ?? jaahaha!!

its may not seem much but it was REALLY terrifying for me! my family and I were on our way back from terengganu and we set off quite late coz we were busy eating and stuff and we also had to wait for my brother to finish work coz he was gonna follow us back home. so there we were on the highway at night and as usual, i was dozing in and out consciousness (car rides always make me sleepy, why ah?) and unfortunately, my dad was doing the same too ><; cant say much coz he drove us around terengganu for the whole day so who wouldnt be tired??? plus he just came back from work at ipoh the night before that (he's always working now :( ... ) so it was decided that i would take over for him in the driver's seat.

This happened in some area that i dont recall, it was in the hills, maybe some of u with more superior knowledge of malaysian geography can help me with this, i think its near kuantan, before karak... well, the important thing was it was in the hills, high altitude, at night, big highway, very dark, and it had just rained. so all this combined together resulted in a mist/fog (i can never work out the difference between these two words!) in that area.

So i drove at around 110-120km/h on the highway, up and down the hills and all was fine initially. My family were all sound asleep in the van, owh yeah, I was driving a toyota estima/previa/tarago .. depends on the name specific to the area of the world u'r in. and then there was a sign board saying that the area was prone to heavy fog/mist... (i'll just call it fog for now, correct me if i'm wrong aye?) and on cue, the fog came in.. and boy was the fog THICK! thicker than the skull of one george whose last name will be undisclosed but rhymes with whoosh! hahaha! (W)

at first it was alright, i thought it couldnt last that long right? but damn my ignorance, it went on for another 50km i think (might have been less, u tend to exaggerate when ur experiencing scary stuff lol~) but it wasnt that thick all the way, it was variable but most of it was REALLY thick, so thick i couldnt see the road ahead off me and the high lights made it worse as the light was kinda erm.. whats the english word.. mencapah is the bm word i think... so it was like shining light on a white wall, it was so thick it actually reflected the light back! dayumn~~~ the distance of sight was around 200-300m i think, i couldnt see the street signs till they were damn near and when i did, it was too late to even read them! thats how bad the fog was~

this, along with it being 2 am, and the fact that there were no cars around made it soooo scary! it wasnt the kind of scary when u see something paranormal, it was different. It was like I was all alone in the world, heck, acknowledgement that I was still in the same world would have nice! LOL! it really was scary and out of this world.. SGT2 takot!!! haaha... err.. yeah.. thats it i think :p taa for now!

photoskool

2009-11-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

joined this forum months ago but so scared to get involved coz the teachers there are so strict.. they'll shoot u direct punye if ur pictures are rubbish.. so i went to PK (photokaki) and got some advice and praises for my snapshots there, so i decided to go back to photoskool.. and i read the posts there and realized.. they're harsh for a reason, better get the low down on ur work and improve from there rather than get false praises right? so i've posted my first few pics and the results were ok, not good, but ok, but i know where to go from now.. thanks teachers at photoskool!!

what happened today

2009-11-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

after weekends at the library and a whole week of swot vac at the library, i trampled through my MEQ's, feeling so insignificant to epul and adib... tak layak sungguh aku amek medic, let's see to what extent can i fool the system.. 4th year? 5th year? 2nd year?????

pegi library nak study after paper MEQ.... tertido kejap, habes stadi RA je... takpe mlm ni stadi lagi...

mase nak makan, kad rosak, takleh swipe, terpakse gune kad org len (tak suke berhutang *down* )

pastu gi bank nak tuka kad baru, die kate nnti die hntar dlm mail, tapi kad yg skrg ni leh gune lagi, pergi la nak cucuk duit memandangkan wallet dah lapar sangat2... *cucuk kad, tunggu duit keluar* "this card has expired" kad tak dikembalikan.. duit? haprak.... damn! cmne aku nak makan due tiga hari nih??? wtf....

bad day? dunno... I whine a lot... I know... I miss classes a lot.. what am i doing to myself? i dunno... dulu mase PMR and SPM senang je... stadi2, exam, A1... dah lame tak merasa dapat A... haish.. cmne la dak2 ni leh ingat smue bende nih? babi ar korang epul and adib, share2 ar neurons tu skit ngan aku!!!!!!! ahhahaahahaha! *down*

Saiful Nang...

2009-11-07T10:13:00.001+08:00

My idol... damn... dream job...

be creative?

2009-11-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

ok ok, giler ah! due update in one night! bengong pe aku nih

tgh tensi studi la katakan yek...

tadi tgk2 gmbar2 member2 kat flickr... perghhh creative siot dierang neh... I can say that i know much of the technical stuff of photography.. tapi creativeness? haprak.. I'm one of the guys yg sgt minat, work hard on it, tapi get nowhere becoz of that lack of ummpphh and talent. and I'm not saying this to meraih simpati or anything, no. I know who I am. I wont be a world renowned photographer but what the heck? I LOVE taking photographs... so I'll keep taking photographs, even though their not that good.. it's not what people think of u, I'ts what u enjoy.. kan kan?

wah wah, lamenye tak menulis!

2009-11-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

perghh, it's been quite a while since I've written anything in here, dah bersawang dah agaknye...

I'ts exam time and as expected, everyone's stopped their usual hoo haa and started studying like there's no tomorrow... normally I wait till the last two days before exams to study but this time i've been at the library since monday and this is the third day, quite impressed with myself! but I still dont think it's enuf.. really worried about the exams, I dont want to repeat a year, I want to stick to my plan.... study, get to fifth year without repeating, then pass the barrier exams, then kawin with my lovely booboo!!! pastu habeskan 6th year, and then we'll see if I carry on with my housemanship here or at malaysia.

honestly, I dont see a point of doing it here in aussie.. sure, the equipment and everything else is better here.. but I miss malaysia too much.. the people, the food... owh the heavenly food! to eat food without needing to check the ingredients, no more seafood sensation at subway, no more eating at hungry jacks with a heavy heart... and no more counting my money and rationing my money on food! balek mlysia boleh balun! lapar? kuih ade, roti krim 60 sen ade... haus? neslo ais! lapar/haus tgh2 malam? mamak berlambak! hahahah!

of course the pay's much better here, but i've had enough of the look... the look of racism that i get everytime... the drunk bastards that wonder around at night.. all the drinking... it's so frikkin wasteful.. kenape mau minum? u know it's bad for u!! haduih...

so tgk lah cmne.. hope it goes well.. pray for me yeah? taa!

post seriuskah?

2009-09-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

ok, sejak kebelakangan ni, aku asyek dok tulis pasal perpisahan je, so kite tolak ketepi kejap, kejap je yeh? ...

aku sbnrnye nak tulis pasal satu bende ni, bende ni pasal diri aku dan juge pasal orang len gak (mesti la ade kene mengena dgn aku, dah name blog aku kan??) ok, aku mengaku, aku ni seorang yg sgt pemalas, bak kate ibuku, cam lembu, sebat sekali, jalan selangkah, sebat lagi sekali, langkah la lagi sekali.. tapi cita-cita aku tinggi, melangit haaa... kekadang tu tak logik pon! tapi aku ni memang begitu, cita-cita tinggi, tapi usaha takde, boleh dikategorikan sebagai angan-angan je la haha!

aku kagum dengan orang yang bersemangat kental. contohnya, Adib and epul, rakan2 medikku.. kelas pukul lapan pagi tak ditinggalkan, pada waktu mereka menelaah, aku sedang berpoya-poya, takpon, sedang lena diulik mimpi. Apabali mereka dapat markah cemerlang, aku sedih, tapi salah siapa? bukan salah mereka, salah aku jugak, sape suruh malas? jadi aku pun bersemangatlah, semangat kental waja, pada waktu ini jikalau turun raksaksa otromen mau merampas buku teks medic dari genggamanku, akan ku juang hingga ke titisan terakhir.. tetapi, selalunya, smue ini hangat2 tahi ayam sahaja. dua-tiga hari kemudian, semuanya hilang. kenapa? aku tak nak jadi doktor yang bagus kah? aku taknak jadi doktor yang mampu menyelamatkan nyawa orang kah? aku mahu! SANGAT SANGAT MAHU!!!! untuk merasai kebahagiaan menolong orang, menyelamatkan orang, melihat kegembiraan orang apabila mereka sembuh... aku mahu semua itu, tapi usaha? entah ke mana.. kadangkala aku tak paham ape yang aku lakukan... apabila ada masa terluang, aku berjalan2 di rundle mall seorang, memerhati gelagat orang, aku menganalisa orang-orang yang terdapat di rundle mall, tetapi, aku gagal memerhati dan menganalisa diri sendiri..

Kalau malas belajar, mungkin ramai yang mempunyai masalah yang sama. tetapi aku ni pelik sikit. bukan setakat malas belajar, dalam hobby aku pon aku malas! ape nak jadi ni?? dahulu aku minat bermain gitar, bapak aku tak bagi, aku pon ikot la, kate bapak takkan tanak ikot kan? tapi lame2, bila aku sudah ke luar negara, bapak aku mengizinkan aku membeli gitar.. tetapi aku berlatih.. sekali due sahaja dalam sebulan. kadangkala aku pelik, bukankah aku sangat suka bermain gitar dahulu? aku teruja melihat mereka2 yang bermain dengan handal, contohnya, rakan sebiliku sendiri, din, gigih berlatih walaupon sudah handal yang melampau.. aku? ... aku hanya suka berangan...

ramai lagi nama-nama yang boleh ku sebutkan dalam post ini, smue rakan2ku mempunyai minat dan talent yang tersendiri, dan smuanya gigih dalam setiap bidang yang mereka handal. tetapi aku tetap average. peajaran aku average, kepandaianku average, karismaku average, perwatakanku average, badanku average, aku bermain gitar, rugby, dan mengambil gambar dengan kualiti average... aku percaya Allah mencipta setiap orang dengan kehebatan tersindiri, tetapi aku masih mencari, mungkin ini apa yang mereka katakan, 'mencari identiti'. atau mungkin aku handal dalam menjadi orang yan average dalam segalanya? mungkin juga.. secubit dari guni bidang segalanya. mungkin? mungkin.... :)

Tak sukenye...

2009-08-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

Goodbye's are looming... getting closer... taknak! :( taknakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! taknak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

i frikkin hate goodbyes.... :(

Akhirnya sempurna

2009-08-16T12:46:00.002+08:00

WOW! habes jugak akhirnya malam nostalgia '09! huhuhu! the preparations for it was so tiring i almost died!!! hahahah! hadeh... dah due minggu tido kol 3 pagi.. and the last week of preparation maken teruk, tido kol 4 pagi, 5 pagi, 6 pagi ... maken dekat, maken lambat tido, and grafnye pulak berkadar songsang dgn kerje medic yg ku lakukan hahahahah! damn!!! takpelah, I enjoyed doing all that work and puas hati dengan hasil yg dapat.. although ade silap sana sini, but that happens in life, u dont get what u always want, even though what u want is just the same as what other people want, and even though u want it more than others, some people may get it but u dont, but u dont know how much others want it, so maybe they wanted it more than u do, so that's why they got it but u didnt, so moral of the story?? WANT IT MORE!!! GO CRAZY ON WHAT U WANT!!! lol!! note to self : work harder haha!

Last night's chaotic photo session was CRAZY!!! dah lame tak camwhore hahahah! but I didnt use my camera much, lens tak sesuai, tapi takpe, I'm gonna go photo hunting kat rumah org len after this!!! yeay!!!!!!!!!!! haduih, memang tak supo oghe medic la aku nih wehh hahahaha! sape yg rase cameranye banyak gmbar aku, sile la bgtaw eh? (more than 2 is considered as 'banyak') LOL! wanna grab al the pics!

All in all, i still had fun last night, although it was DAMN tiring...

I'm gonna miss the people graduating this year.. Realy miss them.. suddenly felt like this during the chaotic pics session... *sigh* guess u cant have everything in life ey? guess I'm lucky I still have good friends to keep me company even though maybe a third dah balek after this year... and then.. after that, ramai lagi balek... and the next year.... tinggal aku dan epul and adib and puloh je from this batch???? owh damn..... owh well... this is what getting old feels like i suppose hahahha!

wowoweee

2009-08-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

woh... exam? = ok, sekarang bz, berlatih berlakon and menari, sertadee...??? erm.. ade la skit2 hehe.. penat penat... byk sgt nak ditulis.. blog org laen pon takde mase nak bace... yg penting kite smue happy, jgn sedih2 yeh? sgt2 down bile member down or sedih, rase cam jadi member yg sangat tak best huhu! wokeh! kite happy2 slalu!!!! yeehhaaaa!!!

alhamdulillah

2009-07-06T15:41:00.001+08:00

naseb baek just a torn ligament, pagi tadi training, still boleh catch and pass the ball.. tackle plak.. erm.. entahla... confidence in tackling cam down skitar.. risau nih... takper ah, harap2 everything goes well...

siot siot siot siot....

2009-07-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

punyer ar lame training, aku dah smgt abeh dah, jage fitness and whatever crap..

pagi tadi training with shadow, and tackle dibenarkan... dah lame tak terbang2 tackle orang.. giler best.. tackle2 orang... pastu first time dapat terbang masa dapat tarik baju long.. dah best giler.. after that cam dejavu, same situation, kali ni munir.. sweater die licin skit berbanding baju long.. aku terbang.. tangkap baju die, tah cmne tah... aku dgr bunyi 'pop' ... jari aku sakit... mule2 ingatkan takde bende, tapi cam maken saket, gi la balut jap, pastu tackle omaq plak, maken sakit, pastu lepak tepi je.. balek2, dah bengkak besar giler... patah? or torn ligament? entah la, dah balut, tanak bagi die gerak2... had a fun night playing guitar hero... but my finger still cam always on my mind... damn la.. rase cm nak nanges pon ade... lame giler tak dpt maen tournament rugby.. skali leh lak injured last minute... lantak arh.. maen jer ah, patah pon lantak ar, tahan skit.. esok gi spital, x ray, pastu tgk ar cmne... babi tol ar.. down giler..

cuti cuti cuti~~~

2009-07-04T20:25:00.001+08:00

ape aku buat time cuti? maen game, tgk family guy, makan, training rugby.... krrrrrrroooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... my biological clock dah tak betol! dayumn~

my 21st ~~

2009-06-21T21:06:00.004+08:00

so u can guess what my post will be about right? i'm gonna start from the beginning .....

I was kinda bummed that my birthday was gonna be on the 20th, coz my first paper for the mid-year exams was on that day too, i thought it wouldnt be much of a deal coz i dont normally celebrate my birthday anyway, so what the heck right? well, it all started when my gf posted me 2 parcels... and she told me to open the parcels only when it was my birthday... so that kinda got me excited for my birthday.. kinda puts a touch of excitement and anticipation to it dont u think? so despite the strong urges to open the parcels, i waited ever so patiently for the night of the 20th..

so with the exams coming up and what not, naturally, i was spending most of my time watching movies and series on my laptop.. e'eh! tak tak, studying, of course, duh! ( hehehehehe~~ )
on the 19th, i kinda got all hyped for it, but the dreaded biochem paper was on the 20th and as the "genius" I am, I only went to 2 of the lectures during the whole semester! so i had a LOT of catching up to do, so at the end of the day, at 11 o'clock, i arrived home after spending a day at the library, tired, exhausted, and looking forward to skyping with my lovely girlfriend...

My webcam decided to go haywire the night of my birthday, which may just be it's own personal way of wishing me happy birthday, i dunno, i think i'm gonna grind it into a fine dust and put in a bottle and have a fine memorial for it for the way it tortured me that night. giler tol, had to restart my laptop a few times to get it working, so i got to skype with my gf 2 minutes before 12am... seeing her made me miss her so much, it kinda made me sad.. me, celebrating my 21st with my gf and family so far away.. but nvmlah i told myself, its gonna be ok.. so 12am came and went, she wished me happy birthday and i love her so dearly for being the first to wish me that for so many years now.. and i opened the parcels. one was a HUMONGOUS card with our pictures in it cut and pasted into the shape of a heart.. sweet giler! and the other was a cap. i was complaining to her when we went out all those months ago that i wanted a cap and she remembered! shweetnyeeee!!! heheeh! but the thing is.. she sprayed her perfume onto the cap and the card... and i know her perfume so well, i've smelled it everytime we go out.. for me, it's the best smell i've ever known... that made me miss her so much!! and it kinda made me so sad.. i couldnt even talk to her that long since i had to go to sleep early for tomorrow's paper...

but i couldnt even sleep.. i tossed around in bed thinking about the last 21 years of my life... how pathetic, celebrating ur 21st bday stuck in an exam hall...

i slept at 2.30 or 3 am.. something like that, woke up to solat subuh, tried to sleep again but couldnt, decided to read more lecture notes at 8.30 till 11, had a little nap till 12 then went to the exam hall...

can't say much about the exam, kinda puas hati lah, not that hard, and plus, out of the 7 med students taking that elective, 3 dropped the course, and 3 didnt turn up for the exam ><; wtf rite? i was the only med student there out of the 7 who took that elective hahah! damn... so dah habes tu me munir , ayie and long drove back home, ayie was pestering me about doing something for my birthday but i was too tired, giler penat kot! and i had no mood either, tgh down GILER! when we got home i saw nazee's car, i thought he was just visiting. when i took off my shoes i saw epul's sandals.. i was like, "owh, epul pon ade ke. watpe dtg mlm2 nih?" then i headed to my room, through the living room... munir was ahead of me and when he entered the living room first i heard someone shouting "SUP...." HAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! giler spoil!! it was then that i saw a banner with HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it and baloons stuck on the walls and when i got into the living room, it was frikkin full of people!!! "SUPRISE!!!" hahahahahah! giler terharu siot!!! naseb baek tak nanges! cool ar katakan :p hahahah! and they had everything! the cake (ade due!!) and food, pizza and tarts and everything.. I can't thank u guys enuf.. it's the first time i've had a suprise birthday party and i enjoyed it to BITS!! thanks people!!! giler best!!!! thanks to din for organizing it and everyone else for making it happen! and the best thing was, there were 21 people at the party :D so i may not have shown much emotion during the party but i was quiet.. and that means something! if u know me well enuf, if u do smething for me and i'm quiet... that means I REALLY appreciate it!!! hahahha!! giler sayang kat korang! thank u thank u thank u!!!! i'll never forget that night... :) thank u people!!!

list of friends yg dtg:

my housemates: din, munir

my ex-housemates: epul, adib, polah

my neighbours

mawar 7: asi, amer, jiha, sheffah, fizah, farah, emy

rumah mami: mami, nina, epok, najmi

rumah anees: anees, syitah

and lutfie and nazee..

thats 20 people, and me, the 21st :) sukenyeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pics are at my facebook page :D

alamak! luper ar plak kan, happy sgt dpt suprise party, nseb baek asi ingatkan hehehe..

mase tgh party tuh aku tgh carik tissue.. bukak la almari bawah singki, nampak belon air banyak2, cam. herm.. dah agak dah hahaha! sekali, dak2 mawar 7 ni ngan muke innocentnye, mintak tlg amekkan kete dierang, sbb dierang parking jauh, nak hide kereta la kononnye... sekali bile dah amekkan kete dierang, kluar je kereta dierang baleng2 belon air plak! ade yg kene tapi tak pecah pon! saket ade ar! haahahhaha! mule2 tuh ok la, terima je la, adat birthday kan? sekali kluar plak tepung! hahahhaha! dayumn! abeh rmbut and baju ku!!! lepas tuh sapo tah gatai plak kluarkan telur! hahahha! perghh mmg kalau masuk oven malam tuh kluar2 jadi kek terus ah aku hahahhaah! thanks people :D

okeh okeh, smbung lagik, ade a few more bits i left out ><; sorry!!!!

ok, while i was getting ready to sleep that night (the night of my bday) I was all mopy and sad and stuff and then tetibe sarah tegur, she wanted to skype kejap coz she said she was depressed and all and i was like, alahai, nape nih? agak cuak gak la member depressed kan, tapi taktaw la die fit the DSM IV criteria or not (lawak medic) LOL! so i skyped her la, and me being all blur, bleh lak tak sedar she wanted me to skype her coz she wanted to wish me happy birthday! hahhaha! so that was a mini suprise that kinda mad me smile :) so thanks sarah!!! :D

and then and then, ade orang tuh die gi penang rasenye and she forgot it was my birthday @.@ so die terpakse wish me a BELATED happy birthday lol! takpe2, i'll get u back someday! muhahahahahha! *evil laugh* tapi i liked the KDK thing, u should have took a picture of it!! :( hahha! takpe2, smbung study :D

parcels

2009-06-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

arini bangun2 je din kate ade 2 parcel menunggu ku di pejabat pos firle plaza, and kat kad tu die kate kol 2 leh dtg amek, aku go kol 2.30 tapi posmen tak habes raun lagi, dok lepak kedai kopi pak samad maen dam kot, binawe pnye orang tua, aku dah ckp dah, pakai spender ata boxer kalau tanak bagi kangkang melecet, degil ah.. skrang sape susah? aku gak yg kene gi pejabat pos lagik skali petang nih, dah ar uncle wong yg jage post office tuh sakit perut tadik, berlari2 die ke tandas sambil menjerit ke anaknye "uuuu aaaa uuuu aaaa aaaa!" sbb anaknye sbnarnye seekor monyet, entah camne la leh sesat jadi anak orang, naseb baek bukan anak haram ataupon lari2 anak mahupon anakonda....

tadi borak2 dgn girlfren ku yg sangat comel, die kate salah satu parcel tu die yg bagi, tapi kene tunggu sbtu baru leh bukak, nih yg takot nih, tah2 die letak kucing bunting dalam tu kot, sbtu ni baru kucing tu beranak, so time tu la baru leh bukak, takpon die tgh masak kek dlm tuh, sbtu baru masak... herm.. musykil musykil... tapi apa2pon, tinkayuh cayang! saaaaayang die! heheeh! so sekarang aku takleh nak setadi sbb asyik dok pikir pasal parcel2 yg menunggu ku di post office, bukannye di putrajaya mahupon jaya jusco. haduih... suspen suspen, bagaikan pen ku yg nak habes dakwat akibat byk sgt menulis sem ni, habes satu buku beb! sebuku roti pon habes, sbb aku lapar pagi tadi, dah la toasted white bread, lagi ar masyuk, tebal woo! bagaikan otak aku yg tebal dan bebal mlm smlm kol 3 pagi, eh, tu pagi, bukan mlam kan? herm....

ok lah, rasenye dah dkt2 3.30 kot, nak gi amek parcel ah, harap2 dah smpai hehehe! chow chin chow!!

wishlist

2009-06-15T19:13:00.003+08:00

asilah gave me this idea... this is a list of things i want...

1. My family to be prosperous and happy, and if possible, to visit me

2. My girlfriend to be prosperous and happy too, and for us to be happy together smpai ke anak cucu insyaAllah ameen...

3. lots of money

4. tamron 17-50mm f/2.8

5. gold medal for rugby NCG

6. talent in photography and editing

7. for me to pass my medic course without ever failing / repeating

8. for me to be happy...

:D

in need of fly paper

2009-06-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

nape ape aku bace tak lekat dlm otak? huhuhuhu why why why.. time for sing song! bitch slap me and call me a slut coz i'm putting up another utube video on my blog hehehe.. hermmmm ak letak video ape eh?.....

enjoy!

takde keje

2009-06-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

setadi? herm.. ade la sikit2... dok lepak tgk movie je keje... taktaw nak study ape, rase cam dah byk stadi tapi bile bukak past years, takleh nk jawab mane pon hahahha! hadoih, setadi setadi, bosannye setadi :D

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D

buatpe ni?

2009-06-09T23:15:00.004+08:00

i should be studying.. tapi? what am i doing??

layan lagu hujan smbil wat bodo hahahaha! woohoooo!!

A special post for my special one

2009-05-19T18:18:00.003+08:00

Today is the most meaningful day of my life.

because today, 21 years ago, a baby was born.

she came into this world as a cute little baby girl.

and she grew up to be the cutest girl i have laid eyes on.

she also grew up with much love and care in her heart.

not a single fly would she harm with her gentle caring touch.

her voice stopped people in their tracks as they were hypnotized.

And for that.

I am Grateful.

Grateful that She was born.

Grateful that she grew up to be the perfect one.

Grateful that she went to the same primary school as i did.

Grateful that she went to the same secondary school as i did

Grateful that we had to move apart.

Grateful that she said yes.

Grateful for the bump i had on my head when she said it.

Grateful for all the times we laughed and joked together.

Grateful that i can still see her smile from far away.

And grateful that she is her, just her, and nobody else could replace her.

not now, not then, not ever.

Hope u liked the surprise sayang :) love u always! and Happy Birthday :)

camera-less

2009-05-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

in my plight to masca, i've been doing a lot of stuff that's been keeping bz, and the newest thing on the list is NCG*, although i'm not doing much to help with the actual event (MASCA SYD yg uruskan) but i've been training for rugby the past weekends every saturday and sunday... and it has been crazy...

at first it was fun and all, then out of nowhere, i was kinda worried that i'd lose my place in the first team (yeah, i got into the first team woohooo! kali terakhir dpt first team was in form 3). so now when i play, it's been bothering me, the pressure is ON! i'm worried that i'll fumble the ball or pass it wrongly or a hundred other mistakes that could happen like forgetting how each play is played...

owh, did i mention that i had to sell my camera to pay for the flight and the registration fee.. so now i'm cameraless, but i aim to save up and get a better camera later.. hopefully before raya, raya is such a good time to take pictures.. all the colours and nice baju melayu and baju kurung and baju kebaya and what nots.. *sigh*

takpelah, i'm taking all this positively, everything happens for a reason, all we have to do is try hard :)

Beach Day and NCG

2009-05-03T13:15:00.002+08:00

Wow wow wow penat giler!!!

I had my first project as a MASCA committee yesterday.. beach day! and thank god! (Alhamdulillah!) and Mariah too!! our partnership as project manager went great! and she helped me a LOT and i'm glad it went well.

there were a few hiccups here and there, and i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry for that guys! first time handle bende cmni.. biasenye buat bende kat skolah kecik2 je hehehe...

we had to cook for the beach day and that meant about one hour of sleep for the commitee (and half an hour for me, trying to get everything right by checking, double checking, and checking again hahahaha!) so we were damn tired on the day of the event.

but we managed to pull ourselves together and the event was a success! everyone had fun!

owh yeah, our team menang tarik tali!! yeah!! besh giler!!! two years in a row beb!

Balek, smpai rumah dah mlm... terus tido

esok pagi bangun2 ade selection rugby plak ><;

dah ar badan sakit main tarik tali... tapi sbb semangat giler nak men rugby kan... pegi je jgak!

panas giler time training, tapi best2! and skrg tunggu result dari captain ah, tgk boleh masuk first team ke tak, dah lame tak dpt first team ni hehehe...

for now, smbung study, thyroid bebeh! go thyrotoxicosis!!!!! yeah!

cuti2!

2009-04-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

cuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuticuti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heehe, so far, the hols have been faboulous! and compared to last year, pergh... like sky and earth bak kate orang kampung aku lah.... (Buk, 2008/2009).

hehehe, I've been so busy everyday that if i write all that i've been doing in this post... it'll be too long to read... so i wont... just know that i'm enjoying things and i love my family, my girlfriend, and my friends :D

andddddd, i'm gonna go to melbourne next week!! yeay! first time pegi melbourne hehehe!

Close encounter + housewarming!

2009-03-31T18:29:00.008+08:00

perghhhh pagi tadi i nearly bought a second hand nikon D200 for aud1250! nih hampir2 termakan hasutan alip ar nih ahahahhaha! yas berjaya membawa aku ke pangkal jalan hahahhha! haduiiii, sipi2 dah, perghhh... takper ah, i think i'm gonna stick with my little D40.. i've taken nearly 5000 pics with it and it's proven to be a bang for buck deal but i still have to live without prime lenses and without features lke bracketing but nvm, i'm not into HDR anyway...

anywayyyyyyyyy.......................... this saturday will be the three stooges' housewarming!!! come come!!! pukol 11 pagi smpai 3 ptg, menu? hahahah, tige orang laki, ape la kiterang nak masak, makan roti dgn peanut butter sudehhhh :p dtg jgn tak datang!!! nak pot luck pon dialu2kan :D

boleh jalan kaki, berlari2, berjogging, naek beskal, naek beca, naek skuter, naek kereta or naek bas hehe, kalo nak naek bas, naeklah bas 106 in front of australia depot ke hape tah, yg dpn lagi daripada knood (from uni) or naek from depan RAH pon boleh rasenye and stop kat stop 9.. (tak biase naek bas, name pon dah ade beskal kan hahaahha!) hope to see u this saturday!~~

hobbies!!~~

2009-03-30T20:40:00.001+08:00

i think from kecik smpai skarang, my hobbies all involve a high cost, damn.. there were a few things that didnt need high cost but i crap at them hence, lost interest.. now i'm into photography, and i'm so loving it, but i'm not even that good, but i'm thinking of buying new lenses and all that which is a big investment, so the deal is this, if i'm not good and i'm not gonna have much time to practice, is it gonna be a wise decision to spend so much money on this hobby? mind u, i've never been good at anything really... :p

Renessaince

2009-03-26T18:07:00.002+08:00

perghhh.... it's been a tiring first month or so for me here at adelaide.. and here's why..

I ended my holidays in a rush, there were so many things that i had wanted to do before coming back to adelaide and i couldnt get them all done unfortunately, but i did get most of them done.. not to mention my ULTRA-reluctancy to leave my lovely girlfriend and my family again...

So i flew back to australia and landed in perth, picked up by anas whom i had no idea who he was (a friend of a friend) and this just showed how generaous malaysians are, helping people they dont even know!(thanks guys!!) i spent a night at perth with anas, aso, and some other guys.. the next day i went to the airport at 7am (they had classes at 8 so had to send us earlier) and waited for my flight which was supposed to be at 10.30.. waited.. and waited... and waited... the airplane arrived at 11.30 (i've always hated jetstar, they havent even given me the voucher that they promised) so we boarded and finished boarding at 12. we were about to depart when the air conditioning system malfunctioned and we had to wait another half an hour inside an airplane which was air-tight and had no air-conditioning!!!! damn..

Upon arriving peng picked me up (thanks peng!) and sent me to klemzig.. my FORMER house..

Then the hell-ish episode began...

I was supposed to move out of the house in klemzig and move in with a couple of my friends and one of them didnt go home during the holidays so he was supposed to search for a house for us but he ended up moving in with another friend so we had to find a house ourselves, but since we came back to adelaide so near to the start of classes, we had a REALLY slim chance of getting one in such short notice.. we were looking for a house near to the city so that we could cycle to uni but apparently all the real estate property rental people here in aussie are fucking racist faggots... we had firm financial stability at the time of recession, dont smoke, dont drink, dont party and our application were as good as any others but they still gave it to some mofo aussie people who i wish will tear the place down and fucking screw them and make them regret for all the misery they made me suffer..

So after making the conclusion that all these mofo rental agents are fucking racists, we decided to search in the papers for houses were we could meet personally with the landlords, thinking that maybe the landlords wouldnt be racists and at least give us a chance..

So we searched and searched and met very nice landlords and one actually gave us a place but that one was in the middle of nowhere so we had to decline.. some places were so nice and perfect but it's a cruel world and u cant have everything right? so one weekend, after looking at umpteen houses weekends before, we started our weekend routine of buying the advertiser and browsing through houses that were available.. we found one that was quite near to the city and the price was quite considerable.. and the landlord had a funny accent... hurm...

So we went to the house and the landlord was greek, Frank was his name... and he was like the answer to our prayers!! Alhamdulillah!!!! he was so nice!! and he gave us the place straight away! all the other people who wanted to look at the house; he shooed them away! lol! he even took us ot his house to sign the contract and gave us food and drinks! and when we were about to leave our newly signed house, the next door neighbour peeked over the wall

"Hi frank! these boys are going to rent this place ha?"

said a small chinese woman with a really wacky hairdo...

"where u guys from ah? malaysia? ooooo! i'm from malaysia too! u boys like laksa? next time i make some i'll invite u over haa?"

thank u aunty mary... thank you!!!

now its been a week in this new house and we've cleaned the place up considerably, we're ot finished with cleaning yet but we're really happy with the place.. and aunty mary even gave us a carrot cake a few days ago! scrumptious!!!! and hence, this is what has happend to me over the past few weeks... i've been superly depresses but now i can settle down and relax... thanks to everyone that's helped us directly or indirectly... i'll be posting more later on i think :D

till then, cheerios!

Homeless

2009-03-11T18:25:00.001+08:00

sebulan dah, fuck, nak rumah, fuck...

of sickness :(

2009-01-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

I've been so quiet on my blog recently huh? since the end of the exams..

well... i dunno if i put this up yet but i passed my finals (barely) so this year i'd better haul ass if i wanna pass with better grades!

I've been locked up in my room coz i've been soooooo sick.. and now i'm trying to escape my room but i still get these pesky annoying headaches :(

trying to organize futsal this wednesday but everyone seems to be busy so i dunno if its possible.. but i DESPERATELY need to go out...

erm.. what else? owh yeah, financial problems.. duit dah nak habes.. and now in a crisis.. should i buy a new lens or not?? *sigh*

I LOVE HUKM!!!

2008-12-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

and for those that pronounced it hukem like it's actually a word, its not, its hospital ukm la ngok! hahahhaahha!

ok ok, My dad ade meeting there with some ortho specialists so i tagged along and when the meeting ended mintak tolong the doctors to look at my eczema. even they said that it was quite bad... but no worries the doctor said, i have eczema too.. so she took me down to her clnic and took out a HUGE syringe thingy (u'd never guess i'm a medic student by the way i talk about these medical stuff lol) and poked it into my hand... twice!!! the first time tak jmpe the vein so had to take it out and do it again.. painful? SANGAT! hahaaha! and she injected 5ml kot of two clear substances which i have no idea what it was.. but about two hours after that my eczema kinda faded away!!! yeay!!! and she also gave me this jelly thingy to apply on my skin, that worked wonders too! so now i'm so effing grateful to the doctors... maybe someday when i'm a doctor, i can do that for someone else... i mean... thats why i became a doctor in the first place aite? hehehee

so now.. with no eczema.. i have my happy go lucky mood back.. looking forward to the futsal outing this thursday!!! lame giler tak maen futsal with the guys~~

apart from that, i went paintballing last saturday i think.. or was it sunday... with adi and co... i sucked.. dayumn!! and the fogging didnt help either! as if i wasnt bad enuf at shooting people.. lol! guess thats one hobby that i wont be investing much on :D

i hate it

2008-12-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

my skin...

allergy attacks..

eczema...

damn..

i look hideous...

more updates!~

2008-12-12T11:00:00.002+08:00

hey y'all! i'm in Mlaysia!! yeay! hahaha! the first thing that came into my mind when i set foot on malaysian soil was, "mak aih, panahnyo!" hahahhaha! so after about 10 hours of flight (which was damn boring) me and epul arrived in singapore.. then, as usual, the picking up baggage and all that and then we had to wait for about quarter of an hour for epul's bro to pick us up lol!

After the wating, we arrived in JB where epul dropped me off at danga bay (after I annoyed the hell out of him in the car ahhahahahha! sorry epul, i can be a tad hyperactive when i'm too happy :p )

Then we went to eat then balek kampong (batu pahat) huhu! best tol balek kampong!! yeah! makan sedap giler!!! heehhe.. the next day balek bangi, then the next day, balik kelantan plak, perghh... three to four days of travel.. the result?? DEMAM!!! hahahhaha! giler ah, my temperature naek giler2! and it also agravated my eczema damn! now i'm back in bangi after 4 days in kelantan and i'm battling my eczema like hell... hadui... whylah my skin so sensitive...

so that's basically what's happened.. and now... nak kluar jenjalan yeay!! so many invitations nak kluar lepak... hadui... have to sort things out ni....

update wohooo!!

2008-12-02T20:51:00.002+08:00

i basically have nothing to do.. apologies for the lack of updates.. my laptop has failed me.. i dunno what happened to it but now mmg dah hancur lah this laptop, naseb baek can still do some basic things but now, there's no sound after 5 mins of booting... damn.. been busy after the exams.. road trips.. awesome photographs taken during the trips ;) and getting ready to go back and also getting ready to pindah rumah!

gonna move closer to the city.. hopefully I can be more productive studying alone hehe (to epul, if ur reading this, sape sroh takmoh stadi dgn aku, kan dah aku pindah! padan muke hahahahah!)

really tired right now.. bdak2 rumah tinggal 3 orang je.. me, epul and waris... and esok me and epul nak blah dah.... going to sydney on the third and flight ke singapore on the 5th then cousin epul akan amek and htr me to danga bay where i'll wait for my mom to pick me up.. cant wait siot... seriously... nak balek.... to not have to talk english at the shops... to not be looked at with condescending eyes coz i'm asian, have middle eastern looks, and am a muslim... (teringat time kat airport.. "hye there, u've been randomly picked for an explosive residue test" ... yeah, random my ASS) ....

then... nak balek. jumpe my beloved family... my beautiful girlfriend... my wonderful friends... to hang out, to play futsal... to actually live without the feeling of being judged everywhere u go... hehe, emo giler post aku... :p

apart from all the sadness, the road trips and outings have been fabulous!! great ocean road, victor harbor, harbortown... thanks to my friends for filling up my time for me :D

now i've packed my 20 kilo bag just with souvenirs... giler tak giler hahaha! the small bag will be for my own stuff lol :p tgk la cmne... when i get back home i'll feel better i hope :D pics are in facebook :)

alamak

2008-11-28T20:06:00.003+08:00

baru je nak nak update blog skali nazee dtg nak buat website untuk masca... hadoiii.. tak jadi ar plak... esok esok ah

what happened during MEQ paper

2008-11-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

MEQ = modified essay questions

1.briefly outline the arterial supply to the upper limbs
left subclavian.. right subclavian from brachiocephalic trunk... musculocutaneous, radial, median, ulnar...... *after the paper* owh SHIT! that's the NERVE ROUTE!! not the ARTERIAL SUPPLY!!!!!! FUCK!!!! hahahahhahah! *bangs head on the wall*

2.give three microvascular and three microvascular complications of Diabetes
.....errrr.... i know the complications but which is micro which is macro?????? FUCK AGAIN!!

3. describe the three phases of coagulation
shit... there are names of the phases?? FUCK sekali lagi!! tak bace!!!!

4. bla bla bla blaaa..... Peptic ulcer or silent MI????? damn... susah giler ade silent MI..... pening pening @.@

so that's how i handled the 4 questions of MEQ .. hebat ak? hahahhahaha!!!!!!

susah tol

2008-11-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

susah tol bile takde yg sekepale gile2..... nak import bleh? pls....

exams!!

2008-11-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

warrggghhh!! takot giler!!!! *hafal hafal* lol!
gtg, wish me luck aite everyone? and good luck to all those yg tgh nak exam :D

more important than me

2008-10-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

i'm pushing aside my arguments... it was silly, smue org tgh emo, tgh panas, meletop, shit happens kan? so now i dont wanna think about it, tak elok pon gadoh2 kan? so hati aku kosong ah, tak marah, tak terase dah, cume jgn buat lagi la kot :p

but now when i see beyond myself, i see so may of my friends with more problems than me.. what a selfish jerk i've been...

so to those yg tgh tensyen, tgh depressed, tgh tak keruan, tgh sedih, tgh tak betol..... cheer up aite? sometimes in life mmg shit happens, and kekadang tuh susah when we wanna accept what happened or what's happening, like we wanna turn back time.. but we can't so the best thing is to move forward, and try our best to make things better aite? and to any of my friends yg tgh depressed or anything, if u people wanna talk about it, buzz me, if i'm online, i'll happily hear out ur problems, i dont thnk i'd be able to solve them, but maybe talking about them will help clear things up kan? cheer up kay people??

f**ked up

2008-10-26T10:06:00.001+08:00

u guys know i was doing well before this right?

but then this guy had to go all hypocritical and f**k up my weekend so now i'm f**kin pissed off so...

to that guy, go f**k off. cermin diri sblm ckp kat orang len ye?

whhoooshshhhhhh!!!

2008-10-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

imagine me strapped into the front seat of a maniac roller coaster and i'm screaming my head off as the roller coaster's going 500km/h (a lil exaggerated i know) lol! but that's how I feel rite now.. whoosh! i'm finishing my final assignment for this year.. Whoosh! i'm already starting my last case this year... whooosh! i finished my OSCE already.. Whoosh! macam2! i'm MASCA committee, i'm about to finish first year, i'm gonna be sitting in the final exams in a month, i'm gonna go back to my lovely family in Dec.. huhu! whoooshhhh... i'm 20... :( ok, that last whoosh tak berape "whooosh" if u get what i mean :p

Medicine is really eating up every part of my life especially the social part.. i'm so frikkin bz studying all the time :( i want more of a social life but *sigh* what to do kan? sape suroh amek medic hahhha! but i'm getting the hang of it.. the "be optimistic" thing... looking at things with a silver lining everytime... and it's really helping me smile and push on... so i wanna thank EVERYONE that's been helping me even if know it or not... not only those in aussie... but the WHOLE frikkin world!!! hhahahah! life is not good or happy or easy rite now, but i'm looking at the better side of things :)

SMILE PEOPLE!!!! :D

lalalala... Nice song :)

2008-10-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

The Islander - Nightwish

WHY????

2008-10-12T15:33:00.003+08:00

kenape currency aussie turun??? alahai.. baru je nak balek.. all through the year i was waiting to go back home, times my money by three and spend like hell.. now currency dah turun, times by two je.. *sob sob* mara should give us more allowance then!! damn.. i wanna kick whoever yg maen2 with the currency thing in the ass lah...

Me trying to kick the world economical status in the ass

budak kampong mane tah..

2008-10-09T07:39:00.002+08:00

i saw this pic of a budak kampong mane tah.. baru beli kreta baru agaknye... kretanye lawa gak ah.. toyota camry rasenye.. engine 2.0, year = '88 ... bleh tahan ar ade spoiler, power steering, power windows.. auto lock and all that stuff.. but perghhh.. tak tahan gmbar die amek gmbar dgn kereta... dah ar kereta murah.. 800aud je.. kalau ferrari takpe ar gak~~ lol!! nih aku tunjuk, korang kenal tak? kalo kenal bgtau aku eh.. nak sound skit.. poyos giler...

RAye~ day 1

2008-10-07T13:40:00.002+08:00

Raye day 1 was kinda hambar,
pegi solat raya,
makan at nazee's house (delicious food!)
then open house petsa (we kinda arrived late coz i went home and skyped my mom before going) so the food was almost gone lol!
then rumah naqib (bukan open house pon)
then rumah kak bash kat airport, then rumah omaquest~
by the time smpai umah omaq tu i was damn tired and instead of eating anything, i went into kimi's room and slept lol! then balek rumah, end of day 1 of raya!!! bosan giler kan? lol! nseb baek member2 smue best2 belako, so takde la bohsan sgt hehe! pics? kat facebook banyak kot yg dah letak pics.. cari sndrik la yeh??

Raye~~

2008-10-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

Raye has been HECTIC!!!! but thanks to the busyness and my new family here (all my friends) i'm not that sad that i'm not with my real family back in malaysia, so thanx u guys! (And girls of course) hehhe, i'll update nnti :D

First Raya tanpa keluarga

2008-10-01T20:47:00.001+08:00

Raya-ing without family sux..
Raya-ing in aussie sux..
Raya-ing with god friends made it a LOT better :)
But still... IT's just not the same..
I miss home.. :'(

Bile raye menjelma

2008-09-28T17:56:00.003+08:00

the first week of the hols have been absolutely amazing... everyday ade je jemputan iftar from people.. especially first years.. and after this week, i feel like we've become quite a big family here in adelaide.. especially for me coz before this, i never had a chance to get to know the first years, especially the girls..

its been a roller coaster of emotions... i've been having so much fun with my friends.. they've really made this holiday fun.. but then.. this morning we had to say goodbye to a good friend.. Mustaniz.. I only got to know u for less than a year but it has been fun my friend.. and i won't forget u.. plus, dengki giler weh dapat beraye kat malaysia! haha! siot...

the ups - iftar and lepak with the first year family and other friends..
the downs - raya dah dekat, ramadhan dah nak habes...

No more terawih.. although these last days i prefer performing them by myself.. but still.. ramadhan is such a peaceful month.. and now it's leaving us.. and syawal is about to greet us.. and I write this with my eyes brimming with tears.. I really wanna go home.. They say big boys shouldnt cry.. but raya away from home for the first time is an adequate excuse is it not? *sigh*

Slamat hari raya to everyone! moga2 ramadhan kite diterima dan amalan kite berterusan even lepas ramadhan dah habes :) enjoy being with ur family....

Malam Merdeka part 2

2008-09-22T23:21:00.006+08:00

I kinda put this off quite a while ago since i had no mood and time to really write much about it and to justify how great this event was, i REALLY needed more time to write about it and hence, i'm writing it during the uni break :D

I left off at the part when I just arrived at the malam merdeka thing venue and people were putting things up for deco and wiping the plates clean and such, with all the hustle and bustle u could feel the sense of excitement in the air!! the performers arrived early to get a glimpse of the stage and try it out before the actual event...

Yanie and Laila testing out the mics..

Sifu Din Muthy doing his thing with his guitar...

Hazerq and mariah setting up the piano

The dikir team getting into the groove!~~

So we set everything up and did our last shots at practice and stuff... and all that time, my heart was racing like crazy!.. i'm gonna do three performances in one night!!! WTH man... i'm not even that much of a performer!! actor... yes... singer??? dancer??? LOL!!

so this is what happened....

Berdikir!~~

Cuak after dikir, nak gi menari lak!!

Zapin!!!

Then there was the singing part..

Mule2 jadi backup singer...

Then the solo part!!

This was kinda humiliating since I FORGOT the lyrics... hahahahha! but then tak rmai yg perasan thnx to yanie yg berjaya mengcoverkan tk diri ku hahahhahha! nvmlah, nak wat cane, bende dah terjadi :D

It was damn tiring and all.. but the experience and knowledge, not to mention new connections i got from this event... it was all damn worthit .... and i'm typing this with a HUGE grin on my face while looking back at how much fun I had.. so thanx to everyone for the great event, MASCA 07/08 committee that made all this possible, all the friends who helped me with the dikir and the dancing and the singing... especially kak za / ayie who endured the torture of teaching kami yg kayu how to berzapin :D thnx everyone!!

Kami yg ENJOY!!~~

Me with Kak Za / Ayie heheheh! sifu zapin!!

sigh

2008-09-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

Just finished the boring Bio prac and went into the biomedical sciences computer lab to waste time till iftar... not really looking forward to doing any studying coz i'm already in my holiday mood!!!!

opened my e-mail and had 3 emails from MASCA committee members discussing the upcoming raya celebrations.. it's gonna be one HELL of a celebration (i hope) and it's gonna be REALLY tiring by the looks of it and I'm gonna be freakishly busy... i don't really mind all that coz that's why I had my hidung tak mancung pipi tersorong-sorong and go get myself elected as MASCA general committee, to work and contribute to all the Malaysian students here in adelaide, but all this planning of work reminded me of how my family used to work together the nights before raya in the kitchen, making all sorts of kuih raya and lontong and all that kind of stuff...
and this made me really sad thinking of how my family are gonna enjoy chatting while working with the lil' cousins outside playing mercun and the big cousins pranking each other and gossiping and stuff....

this REALLY made me sad and REALLY made me miss my family so damn much!! damn lah.. why did i wanna go study overseas in the first place? Malaysia's universities are just as good as any in australia or anywhere else! and plus it'll be much easier living in malaysia, not to mention much cheaper! and plus, there won't be any racist bums hassling me all the time... just coz both my parents studied overseas, then I have to study overseas? or is it coz the sterotypical view of malaysians? if u sstudy overseas, then ur considered to have succeeded... i guess my parents studying overseas kinda made a big impact on me.. hey! who doesn't wanna be like their parents right???

so I guess i'm stuck here in australia with the bums and the allergens and the dryness and the family-less-ness .... but hey, i still got my MASCA team with me... i bet they're gonna be replacement for my family, and maybe they'll make it easier for me coming raya night... or else... damn, i won't be suprised if i weep alone in the toilet :p

damn I'm a fuckin sissy ><;

woohooo!!

2008-09-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

yeay! despite how u guys takmoh tau about my skin problem, i still wanna talk about it! it's my blog dammit! i get to choose what i wanna write!! muahahaha!

so it's not a fungal infection, it's just an allergic reaction to dust/dustmites.. so now i have to clean my room and wash ALL my clothes with hot water... *sigh*

but at least it's not an infection :D

Tagged!!

2008-09-15T16:24:00.001+08:00

i've been freakishly tagged by atif!! and i thought about overdoing him with the sarcastic tone of my answers but his are too funny to be overpowered so 'll just weep in the corner feeling insecure and obscure and erm.... lost for words :p read atif's answers!! best!!! :D

*atif mesti bangga giler hehehe

Update on Moi~

2008-09-11T15:24:00.000+08:00

Didn't realize people would actually ask for updates from my blog :p

So this is it, an update!! yeay!! rejoice!! haha!

I've not been writing much coz i've been feeling downright AWFUL!! my studies are kinda haywire and i've been having MAJOR skin problems..

Firstly on my studies... due to PROCRASTINATION which is probably the best thing ever created by Allah for us students, i've two assignments and one prac report to conjure out of thin air. one assignment is due tomorrow (WTH am i writing this for when I can write my assignment??? LOL!!~~~), one is due this monday and the lab prac report is due tuesday.. to make things worse, i've a meeting this saturday (not complaining about the meeting pon okay, i'm actually looking forward to it, just that, it's gonna take a lil bit of my time heheh, jgn marah ye kak za :D ) so i've got to go into overdrive tonite yeah!!

And about my skin... *sigh* i dunno what happened to it since i came to Aussie.. first there was the eczema.. and then if that wasn't bad enuf, i've been attacked by some kind bacteria or fungus or sumthing.. tried using some cream but didnt go away.. it actually got worse!! now it's all over my body.. i've never seen my body in this state before.. HIDEOUS!!!!!!! merah2 all over!! wwaaaa!! that was one of the reasons why i was so down.. i'm a self-conscious person (kinda), not that much to become a metrosexual but enuf to make myself depressed ><;
Went to the doctor yesterday (Dr. Badrul ... a malay doctor in aussie! yeay!!) hehe, and he had to take a sample of my skin.. how?? imagine this, pinch a little bit of your skin from your forearm, then cut it off.. haaaa that's how he did it... well... he did put some anasthetics before he cut the skin off :p crazy ke nat cut without anesthetics??? so now i'm waiting for the results this monday :D but then he said if the results came back positive, he'll have to prescribe me these certain pills... which is damn expensive.. he said hundreds of dollars!!!!! i dunno if he meant 100+ or like.. 200-300 ... but still, that is a LOT of money.. sigh... goodbye new lens.. goodbye flashgun.. goodbye new esprit shirt.. goodbye gorgeous FCUK jeans... :'(

The last reason why i was so down was coz I was so forgetful as to forget to topup my maxis prepaid!!! and it got cut :( so after hassling my parents (Alhamdulillah my father wasn't in his normal busy period with outsation and all) my Beloved Dad sorted it out, so now i'm waiting for my parcel with kuih raye and baju melayu baru together with my new sim card!! and it's postpaid too! with the same number as before! yeay!!! Love my parents so much :D

After i've finished my assignment, i'll update on the second part of the malaysian carnival, the buka puase at rose park, and buke puase at my house semalm.. owh yeah, and my appointment hairtuh ;)

Thnx for reading this guys (and gurlz) :)

Of Coke Bottles and Bags of Crisps..

2008-09-07T20:33:00.001+08:00

I miss my family,
I miss my sweet pea...
but most of all....
I miss being free....

tibe tibe rase down... :(

2008-09-02T20:13:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan~

2008-08-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

wow... so many things have happened that i wanna write about... the remainder of malam gemilang merdeka, countdown to merdeka last night... and how jealous i am of abir!! hahahah! but nvm, weekends are over and i've got to start studying again.. tak sempat write a proper post :( i'll try to steal some time this Tuesday :D

meanwhile...... happy ramadhan everyone!! dont forget to fast!! no fakin tummy aches or anything alrite?? terawih biar consistent, and jaga mate and mulut and telinga and kelakuan apart from the not eating part hehehe! try to increase amal ibadah in this holy month... take advantage of all the penghasut2 being tied up (xcept for me LOL!) and do good things heheh, start with a smile :D that's what i think is most important, a smile will not only make u happier, it'll make everyone else happy :)

IIIGGGGEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MIA ....

2008-08-26T15:33:00.007+08:00

hahhaa! rupe2nye ade jgak yg perasan how i vanished from the cyberworld for a whole weekend :p i got cooped up with prctice for the malam merdeka thing the WHOLE weekend, which meant that i had to sleep at the village (sbnarnye atas keinginan sndrik hehehehhe :p ) and pfft i tell u... if only there were swear words to emphasize how frikkinly AWESOME the weekend was!

It all started friday night with zapin and dikir latihan which was quite tiresome, imagine dancing pusing2 then bile habes one round, going to the dikir side and bertepuk2 cam orang giler, then go dancing again.. pheww! but didnt mind it one bit.. coz it was so fun!!
this is us practising with our zapin clothes on...

That night i was too tired to go home so i opted to stay at the village, maen ping-pong with nik and hazerq smpai lebam haha! kesian hazerq kene layan kiterang :p then we went up to watch them (yani, hazerq, omaquek, laila, khai, pojiqueks) berlatih singing for the malam merdeka... they sang 4 songs, warisan and lagenda (yani and hazerq) and then standing in the eyes (additional khai and laila backup vocals) then here in my home tmbah omaquek for the male part and boy.. they sure have talent u know... layan je dgr they all singing in mariah's room and then suddenly lah i dun remember who, asked me to sing one verse for the here in my home song and i was like.. WTF?????? me???? singing??????? i gave the full load of excuses but they sure are persistent... ceh... so ... i had to sing... ><; mlm itu tido sgt2 lmbat with all the borak2 and all about... *ehem* *big evil grin* hahahhha!

kami yang melalak2 di tgh2 malam...

the next day was full of rehearsals and practices again....which i had more energy for all thanks to the girls who cooked the best breakfast i've had in adelaide yet! hehe.. practice practice practice...then... tgk movie!! heheh! REC was quite dissapointing for me but that maybe due to the sound system.. it was kinda to slow and these kind of movies need the eerie sounds and all to make it creepy get what i mean? so ok lah... plus we watched it kol 1am rasenye so ade la some yg dah ngantok sbnrnye :p
but all the screaming made our voices go haywire and all and i kinda felt it was like my fault coz i was the one who recommended watching REC in the first place ><; We woke up the next day to find this...

omg ... naqib and pojik.... isk isk isk.....

Sunday : the big day! zero on the countdown days to the malam merdeka!

bfast di subway

jalan ke dom polski hall

found this:

hehe, hati dah berdebar2, perut dah kecut.... alahai.... cuaknye nak perform dpan orang....

to be continued.... :D

model pics :p

2008-08-20T17:00:00.004+08:00

baru baru ini...

2008-08-15T22:55:00.001+08:00

1.joined the CliQue! photogrpahers club!!! yeay!! beshnyee....
2.got sick (severe eczema) which does NOT look god on my skin :(
3. didnt go to many classes this week sbb sick.. :D
4. bought tickets for merdeka night :D
5. masuk persembahan zapin for the merdeka night... ><;

yes people... me... dancing.... erk....

mahuuuuuu!!!

2008-08-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

i loved this OST!!!!! giler best.. leh dgr berulang2 and tak bosan langsong... and plus, my lovely baby girlfriend gave it to me as a present.. but then when my walkman (yes.. the one that played those old cassettes) got stolen.... the tape inside it was this album... and now setelah sekian lama.. i suddenly stumbled upon it and sgt2 rindu!! i want the cd!! i want to rip it then put it into my i-pod!~!!!!!~~~~~~~

OMG

2008-08-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hadoi......

kesedihan melanda...

2008-07-31T12:06:00.002+08:00

u know the results that i got for my mid year? well, seem like there was a mistake while they were putting it up online.. i got a b for my MEQ, C for my MCQ/SAQ, and a B for my prac.. my prac mark increased.. but then my MCQ/SAQ mark plummeted!!! aloooo!!!! alhamdulillah takde yg fail.. tapi... huu.. i thought i nailed my MCQ!! i'm sure of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mengapakah?? waduh2.... takpelah.. dah mmg takdir cmni.... have to work harder..

me?? a model?? YIKES!!

2008-07-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

This sunday is the Malaysian Carnival, and from what i heard, it's gonna be quite a great outing.. and plus, I'm in the dikir barat team doing a performance so it's surely gonna be a blast..

so petang tadi I was waiting for the dikir practice to start at the Adelaide Village when suddenly sumone came up to me...
"acis eh? err, nak tak jadik model untuk malaysian carnival nnti?"

@.@ ......

"err... ok..???"

hahhahhaha! giler ah.. model siot.....

new semester baby!

2008-07-30T13:03:00.003+08:00

the results of the mid-year exams came out on monday and Alhamdulillah, i didn't fail any papers.. got a credit for my bio (padan muke, ponteng klas lagik.. dah la study last minute ><; )

an A for my MCQ/SEQ paper, B for my MEQ paper, but a C for my prac paper... i thought i was sure to fail that prac paper so i'm grateful that i actually passed!! but then when adib and epul got an A and a B for theirs... herm... "need improvement la weh" i said to myself..

so now i'm actually studying while in uni (more than usual lah...) and it's proving to be much efficient than wasting time lepak2 time breaks then study di rumah sahaja.. coz now when i go home, i can actually relax a little bit.. not cram every single Learning Issue into 4 hours hehe..

but yet, i've still to do my clinical skills guidelines.. but at least i've searched for the things i'm gonna be putting into the guidelines!! which is an improvement of last sem's "baru tau ape nak letak in guidelines malam sebelom clinical skills class :p

But now tgh rehat kejap.. agak tired la walaupon enuf sleep + coffee stiap pagi.. dunno why... anemia? of what? blood loss? nope.. chronic disease?? no also.. then what?? normocytic? microcytic? hadoiii...

that's one more thing i'd like to decrease this sem apart from slacking off = complaining!!! i'm such a big wuss + wimp... this sem is all gonna be about picking myself up and going for all A's for my end of year results!! walaopon my prac dah agak susah nak dpt A due to mid-year results hehe..

so... i'm putting u guys in charge of giving me boosts when i'm down so i won't slack off again.. orite??? iggeee!!!!! mahu buat guidelines now... urinalysis.... ophtalmoscopy... wait.. urinalysis.....
*note from lecturer.. we'll be inspecting our own urine samples... agak pelik.... hahahah!! ewww gak ah.. :p

winter hols!!!

2008-07-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

huhu! sorry to all my beloved addictors of my blog for not updating.. my internet was shaped the past few days which meant that only my YM was accessible (this resulted in long hours of playing computer games and sleeping while waiting for my two stephen king books i bought on ebay for 15AUD)

winter hols started a few days ago and since the start of the hols i've been watching movies on my lappy, playing games.. eating.. working out.. not much really..

the past few nights were movie nights.. the first movie (which i conveniently had to skip due to my cowardness) was a spanish horror film which (from all the screaming i heard) must have been a frikkinly awesome movie.. after that was I'll always know what u did last summer, which we made us laugh more than watching a good comedy.. (the plot & actors & everything else in the movie was damn right shitty!!!!) and tadi we watched Scream.. kinda heard how good it was and everything before but it kinda made me disappointed... didn't make me jump out of my skin.. japanese, korean, and thai horror movies will always be the best! (which is why i very2 seldomly watch them!) :D

We ran out of chickin tonite and hence, had to go buy pizza for dinner.. today was exceptionally cold what with the rain and all... i don't actually know what the temperature was actually (google said 10 degrees) but it felt waaaayyyy colder than that!! (i dont know how u survive up there in canada ving-ving...) i had my gloves on, thermal, t-shirt, and my sweater.. but when i arrived at the pizza place (after walking for a good 20 minutes) my fingers were practically numb! dang it was cold! it actually made me buy some thick wool socks to wear at home! 7 bucks per pair.. damn, that's 21 ringgit for a pair of socks... owh yeah, i was also wearing my trusty beanie from that person yg sgt2 degil tanak mengblogging (grrr....)

also bought an anti-bacterial hand wash.. all this medicine crap is making me phobic.. i practically wash my hands (not including before and after a meal) about 4-5 times per day... hope it wont lead to anything not good hehe :p

now i dont really know what to do.. good thing i have my girl to keep me company ;) apart from that, games.. movies... and i really need a good novel.. been searching for the third book from trudi canavan from her black magician series but it's quite expensive at borders.. and i couldnt find a used one at ebay.. any novel recommendations anyone??

Listen to my advice!

2008-06-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

dload this album!!! = Once by the band = nightwish

tersgt2lah best!!!

owh yeah, i'll do the tag thingy after exams aite tynnie?? or jas... dang, sudah lame tak borak till i dunno what to call u now hehe!

extreme homesickness mode

2008-06-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

MAU BALIK RUMAH .

random stuff

2008-06-17T12:16:00.003+08:00

*dengan gaya chef 1*baiklah adik2, hari ni kite akan belajar care buat fish finger sandwich yg sangat2 yummy and berkhasiat! yummy!!!! hahahhahh!!

mule2, sapukan butter on one of the bread and make sure u dont tear it like i did in this picture hehe! and put a slice of cheese on the other slice of bread

kemudian letakkan lettuce secukup raseee, i like my vegies so i put a LOT smpai mane bleh stabil , kekadang tu banyak sgt smpai terjatuh2 so terpakse mkn cmtu je hehehe (make sure lettucenye dibasuh dahulu yeeeee)

apply sauce to own taste hehhe, i usually put some mayo, chili, and black pepper! yummy!

then put the already fried fish fingers that magically appeared from out of the sky heheh~

tadaaaa!!! walah! magnifique!! hehehe! i'm a hungry healthy boy so i usually have 2 lik in this pic. i even took a bite to show u guys/gals how scrumptious it is hehehe!! bon apetit!!~~

MAKAN!!!!! AAUUUMM!!!!

help me help me

2008-06-12T15:57:00.004+08:00

Presenting complaint:
nausea, feeling of light headed, lethargy, blocked nose, slight loose bowel motion

Past medical history:
Previously diagnosed with sinusitis, on no medication
previous hospitalization - removal of superficial hematoma on right leg anterior to tibia, removal of tonsils, fractured left shoulder (humerus)

Social history:
does not smoke
drinks daily (coffee) one mug perday for the last 3-4 months
occupation - med student - stressful as hell

Family history:
F&M - Alive and well, not having similar symptoms
Siblings - same as parents

... whats wrong with me doctor? help me help me!!!

i hate australia

2008-06-09T09:58:00.004+08:00

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teach me how to write good posts!

2008-06-07T17:11:00.001+08:00

hhehee, been looking at my blog from a view of a neutral passerby and it looks like a whiny kid's blog.. complain je keje... so now, mau write interesting stuff! but dont know how... teach me o mighty bloggers!!

woohooooo!!

2008-06-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

dapat internet berkelajuan tinggi semula after 5 days of frikkinly slow internet :)

Slap me

2008-05-31T17:13:00.002+08:00

I'm worried... mid-year exams are coming up, and i dont think i've studied enuf to pass.. the problem is, this course pushes u to study every single day, every hour, every minute, day and night.. but i'm not that kind of person... i like to have fun, waste time doing stupid things.. i can't study all the time, that'll drive me bonkers i tell u..

hadoi hadoi hadoi, did i really choose the right course?? ... i like the syllabus and all.. but if only the syllabus was a little bit slower... in the past few months, i've learnt a LOT... CVS, resp system, GIT, a little on the vascular system... adoi.... they make it look all easy and shit in those series.. house looks so cool with his f**ked up attitude.. that guy in scrubs.. CJ is it? hehe, he's a maniac hhehe... grey anatomy... all those good looking people as doctors?? dream on.. hehe (no offence to any other doctors or medical students aite? ) :D

somebody slap me and force me to study laaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

check this webbie out people!

2008-05-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

i get really excited when i get new stuff, hence, check out this page aite? shows how much a noob i am in this field of expertise hehehe....

http://www.flickr.com/arecheese

Medicine is suicide

2008-05-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

not drugs lah... i meant, the course....

Reminisince (Special post for my Special One)

2008-05-20T02:50:00.002+08:00

Age: 12
at the peak of primary school, 6 Bakawali if i'm not mistaken, that was where i first met her, it seems strange though, as a lot of my memories from before secondary school are very vague and if i wrote a novel on them, it'll be a thousand page book with 5 pages of written detail..

Age: 13
I think this is when i actually started to live my life. I started as a nerd (still am btw). SOOO immature! when i think back of all the stuff that i did at this time, i cringe. ><;
but that was when the fun stuff started to happen. i actually made friends with people of significance. school was merely a playground for me, a place to laugh with my friends. but with time, something else pulled me to school other than my friends. She sat in front of the class and i sat at the back. she didnt even realize i existed (adoi). by now, the readers must be thinking "owh damn, a mushy mushy post... boring!!!" hahaha! what the hell, dont care.. :)
I kinda made a really stupid decision when i told my friends of my crush.. and it was merely that, a crush. and my friends, being immature as they are, called her up for me, what the hell was i supposed to say? she didnt even know me! and my friends were all telling me to confess! wtf? of course, she said no.. hahahha!

Age:14
so I was rejected, who cares? i still contacted her, talked to her on the phone about... dunno, once a week kot. She was still in my class but i've never even spoken to her. by this time, nearly the whole class new of my crush thanks to the imbeciles i call as friends :D
but it was alright. this was actually my year of rebel-hood, did things i never new i would in this year, kinda boosted my confidence.

Age:15
PMR.. dang.. it sucked, i hated studying...
my crush was kinda growing from being merely a crush to something else. It kinda felt like i was on drugs. u can try to stop, but it never really goes away u know? its always there in the back of ur mind, so u have to go back to feel that euphoria. that tingling sensation. that warmthness inside when u laugh at each other's jokes.
and in the midst of it all, i made a fool out of my self yet again.
Confession episode 2 ... such a tragic episode ><;

Age: 16
i got a letter from SBP thingymagicka.. offer to go to a boarding school. and i made up my mind on going there. and thought, what the heck, lets try again. i'm leaving anyway, so no harm there right?
Confession episode 3 ... What loser I am... XD

Age: 16 .. again...
Wednesday nights. I'd go from dorm to dorm seeking change from anyone who could spare some of their collection. then i'd go down to the phone booth downstairs where i'd be glued to the pone for quite some time.. depends really on the topic we were talking about... and one finds out that after using so many coins in one go on a public phone, never put down the erm. whatchamacallit on the phone.. as in, the phone, dont put it back on the booth.. if u get what i mean, i dont really know what its called hehe.. i made that mistake once, and the noise was frikkinly thunderous, it sounded like i had just won the jackpot on the slots in vegas hahahhaha!!!
But at that time, i was kinda tired and demolarised after 3 rejections... heck most would have stopped after 1! and looking back, i must have looked damn desperate to confess 3 times..
and i said to myself, all or nothing..
Confession number 4!
but this time, she said, i'll think about it...
and a few days later.. she actualy said YES!
haha! still remember that time. i was in the car and I actually hit my head on the ceiling when she said that....

Age: 19
I'm well and happy, cant ask for more really (if i overlook the suicidal medicine course thingy). I've been with her for... 3 years.. going on to 4. we've had our ups and downs, our little quarrels, our big fights, but it all ended well.. she really is like a drug to me. cant get enuf of her u know? i know it sounds cheesy, heck, this whole post is cheesy! as if sumone would wanna know about my private life right? but this is my first time, so this post is kinda exclusive, one in a million, my love story (although i'm not a good writer :p )
it just helps me to look back on what we've been through, makes me feel happy. and the fact that we're still strong together makes me even more happier.. so my advice to anyone out there facing trouble with their love life, just keep ur head down and work on it, never back down..

And if ur not my girlfriend, u may want to stop reading this post now, it'll get very mushy ;)

I know i've done many wrongs but being with u through all the ups and downs has made my life worth living. we've been together for so many years and i know we'll be together for many years to come. so on this special day, from the deepest, truest part of my heart, i just wanna say that I loved u, I love u, and I'll love u till the day i die. So thank you for everything and may we fight to stay together no matter what happens :)

Happy Birthday Honey :D

sorry

2008-05-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

i screwed up.
i'm a frikkin asshole,
so my friends, i'm sorry, i dont think this blog is gonna last...
bye bye..

To that special one..

2008-05-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

u've always been the girl for me since forever,
u've been with me during the bad and the good times,
when i had some good news, you would be the first to know,
and when i had bad news, you would hear me cry,
you never wanted any reward from me,
instead you gave me all I wanted and more,
so on this very special moment,
I just want to thank you for everything that you've done, and will do for me,
and just to add in a special note,
I love u...

Makaseh byk2 ibu...

What was that?

2008-05-10T20:59:00.002+08:00

What did i just hear u say?

u have good friends?

well then, good for u!

but guess what??

I've got GREAT friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha!!!!!

Give urselves a treat for being such good friends whoever's reading this :D

S**T

2008-05-07T16:50:00.002+08:00

yeah i cried, so what? guys cant cry? do I care? F**K that!
I'm no Genius,
I'm no Nice Guy,
I'm not Mr.Perfect,

I'm a FRIKKIN NERD
And I'm not even good at being one
So who gives a F**K??!!!??

To All My Friends, This Is Not About U Guys So Don't Worry *Big Grin*

Fighters 0105

2008-05-05T17:50:00.001+08:00

tak sempat tulis on the 1st of may but still... i miss u guys.....

FIGHTERS for life..

tiket balek!

2008-04-30T23:31:00.002+08:00

yeah! tiket balek murah hehe, kinda hectic, a friend called my roommie, and i overheard "tahun ni? balek kot.." and then "220 je??!?!?"
so terus bukak jetstar and there it was, two for the price of one (kinda like buy one free one) so ape lagiii. sambar la cek adek oi!

hehe, ok, nak tido, esok blood pressure assessment, pray for me!

temptation...

2008-04-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

it's cold, i'm wearing socks and warm slippers and a sweater and thick tracksuits and everything else to keep me warm, there's a heater under my desk to keep me warm and the warmth is just too good to be true!
but the problem is, everytime i turn on my heater, i feel damn sleepy and drowzy.. hence.. my solution is... take off my glasses and use my laptop to study (while berfoya2) smpai my head cam nak meletop haha! this is self torture semate2 tanak tido....

study study study......

2nd sem

2008-04-27T16:55:00.002+08:00

2nd sem is about to start and i guess my holiday mood is still with me but i'm sure it'll deteriorate once class starts..
it's been one hella good holiday with trips and a camp and bbq and such, but i think the biggest holiday entertainment for me was blogging (thnx to all my blogdees LOL), sadly, i'm gonna have to REALLY tune it down since mid-year exams are near and stuff *sob sob*

so... if i'm not online for weeks at a time, just imagine me in geek mode poring over medical books like a frikking lunatic aite? l8er!!

and another thanks to all my blog buddies, u rocked my hols hehhehe!!

this is for sarah plak huhu!

2008-04-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Sarah sgt2 lah awesome
Sarah sgt2 strong coz she can bear such emotional distress
Sarah sgt2 close with her family (which is so touching for me :D )
Sarah sgt2 membuatkan me feel freaky coz she went to the same school as me mase skolah rendah but we didnt know each other till weeks.. ago.. :p
Sarah is close to achieving happiness like abir
Sarah is such a good friend

and...

Sarah now owes me hahahahaha!!!

and sarah sgt2 vain....

hehe, an improved version for u abir!

2008-04-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

Abir sgt2 lah lunatically happy like a rabbit hopping around in a field of carrots and..
Abir is madly in love
Abir sgt2 imaginative
Abir is so good in writing posts that she can write novels
Abir's happyness is so contagious, u cant help but smile when u read her happy posts

erm... i'm all out hehe, maybe u can add more urself abir ehhehehe!!

(insert name here) is awesome

2008-04-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

(insert name here) tersangat2 lah awesome

hahahaahahha!!!

The Extra(?)terrestrial!

The end..

coming up

Open House!

Haikal and Sharifah

Zahirah and Faiz

Haikal and Sharifah

cuti cuti cuti~~

new post coming up!

something to cheer up my honey :)

exams coming up!

Graduation

My honey

For The Sake of a new post

lens lens lensssssssssssssssss

Scariest ride of my life~

photoskool

what happened today

Saiful Nang...

be creative?

wah wah, lamenye tak menulis!

post seriuskah?

Tak sukenye...

Akhirnya sempurna

wowoweee

alhamdulillah

siot siot siot siot....

cuti cuti cuti~~~

my 21st ~~

parcels

wishlist

in need of fly paper

takde keje

buatpe ni?

A special post for my special one

camera-less

Beach Day and NCG

cuti2!

Close encounter + housewarming!

hobbies!!~~

Renessaince

Homeless

of sickness :(

I LOVE HUKM!!!

i hate it

more updates!~

update wohooo!!

alamak

what happened during MEQ paper

susah tol

exams!!

more important than me

f**ked up

whhoooshshhhhhh!!!

lalalala... Nice song :)

WHY????

budak kampong mane tah..

RAye~ day 1

Raye~~

First Raya tanpa keluarga

Bile raye menjelma

Malam Merdeka part 2

*sigh*

woohooo!!

Tagged!!

Update on Moi~

Of Coke Bottles and Bags of Crisps..

tibe tibe rase down... :(

Ramadhan~

MIA ....

model pics :p

baru baru ini...

mahuuuuuu!!!

OMG

kesedihan melanda...

me?? a model?? YIKES!!

new semester baby!

winter hols!!!

Listen to my advice!

IKLAN

sigh